school blows
so im in school right now. IN my lunch period and next period we have sub in band so we are having kids conduct and its gonna be really stupid and pointless. So im not even plaining on playing. I hate band i dont even know why im still in it oh wait yes i do i would get an F5 if i quit stupid stupid stupid. So i was talk to my friend the other day and he is friends with peter and so peter cant go to promwith me becaue his is the same night and his band is playing. I was really sad when this happened because i like him alot. He always seem like he is either not interested or not wanting to have a relationship which is ok i just want to know now. Oh and his friend i might like but im not sure. It might just be the fact that it seems like peter is pushing me away so i want some one to talk to. Boys arent important really but its when they get under your skin that you really start to care. I just wish i could be in his mind for a day and see what the hell is going on it that over-thinker brain of his.
ok enough of that shit. so we have our senior showcases coming up. Alot of people are mad because more people who arent in visual arts then are have schowcasess. Casey didnt get one which is crap because she is really good and deserves one. Even though she says she not directly mad at me sometimes i think shes just trying to be nice. I try not to bring it up around her at all cause i dont want to up set her or get her even more mad at me. Daniel said today that people were coming in to work on their showcases on friday (when we dont have school) and i didnt really think it was nessecary. I asked Mr. Dauphin if i should and he said no since i have everything planned out all i have to do is get the materials and out it all together. I think when i was talking to casey and daniel, i said i didnt really wanna come in on friday Casey was like "i would come in if i had one." i dont know what to do or say when stuff like that happens. Casey a really good friend to me and i dont want her to be mad at me.
ok enough of that shit. so we have our senior showcases coming up. Alot of people are mad because more people who arent in visual arts then are have schowcasess. Casey didnt get one which is crap because she is really good and deserves one. Even though she says she not directly mad at me sometimes i think shes just trying to be nice. I try not to bring it up around her at all cause i dont want to up set her or get her even more mad at me. Daniel said today that people were coming in to work on their showcases on friday (when we dont have school) and i didnt really think it was nessecary. I asked Mr. Dauphin if i should and he said no since i have everything planned out all i have to do is get the materials and out it all together. I think when i was talking to casey and daniel, i said i didnt really wanna come in on friday Casey was like "i would come in if i had one." i dont know what to do or say when stuff like that happens. Casey a really good friend to me and i dont want her to be mad at me.