school sucks
so im sitting at school what is supposed to be my lunch period but i sit in the band room and eat cause i dont like the loud lunch room. Im bored as usual and could be doing something else but oh well i felt like writing. I wish school was over but if it was everything would be so crazy college is scary to me i dont want to have to take care of myself even though i know im ready and i can do it. just finding my classes and getting there on time is a challenge lol. i just dont want ot look like a stupid freshman that has no idea where they are going. you start over brand new 5 times in your life. HOwever kindergarden doesnt really count. Kindergarden, middle school, highschool, college, and a career. By this time you`d think it wouldnt fase me that i have to start bran new in a place i have never been before and do well. things scare me.
so things with peter are peachy keen. hes awesome the only thing is he is gone alot which is ok he has alot of good things going for him. I just wish he could be here for my birthday. Prom is coming up soo fast. i have no date no money and no dress. well sounds like it will be fun lol i might ask peter but what if i do and something bad happens. OH well i probably will ask him just not right away i have to start thinking for the best and not the worst like i usually do. Good things can happen in my life i just have to make them happen. I cant just sit back and hope that everything will turn out better than planed. welp im spent. enough jibberjabber....byes.....
so things with peter are peachy keen. hes awesome the only thing is he is gone alot which is ok he has alot of good things going for him. I just wish he could be here for my birthday. Prom is coming up soo fast. i have no date no money and no dress. well sounds like it will be fun lol i might ask peter but what if i do and something bad happens. OH well i probably will ask him just not right away i have to start thinking for the best and not the worst like i usually do. Good things can happen in my life i just have to make them happen. I cant just sit back and hope that everything will turn out better than planed. welp im spent. enough jibberjabber....byes.....