Dec 07, 2023 08:13
Is it even writer's block if I can't do it?
I have problems writing angst. Or maybe I'm just not in the mood. I used to enjoy making Ominis suffer a little because of the hardships I put him through in the stories I write. But lately, all I want is a cuddle or a hug or a fluffy scenario. Or maybe I'm incapable of angst now? I don't even understand.
It's probably the meds that the psychiatrist had given me that's making me happy and chill lately. Are these real feelings, though?
Anyway, I cannot, for the life of me write anything that's heart-wrenching lately. All I want is fluff. I can't even write smut now, even if I'm the most inexperienced with it. Lol.
I want to write something that people would enjoy and not just me. It sucks being in this limbo of amazing feelings.
Also, I want to try my hand at writing very descriptive scenes. I guess I need prompts to test my skills as a fiction writer, no?
I'm pretty good with factual stuff like articles and technical documents, but my fictional writing is just very bad lately. I don't even know what's the problem or if this is a skill issue.
Either way, I need to get good at it if I want to enjoy writing stuff for Ominis, Sebastian, and Ylidelle.
*writer's block,
*musings,
*whatimfeeling