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so this is probably just gunna be a random jumble of thoughts...
i realized that i expect a lot of myself like to be perfect and thats a really unreasonable thing to do. i also think that i might expect a lot of other people to be that way or to be perfect but they're not and i can't change that. i dont like how i cant change things that aren't my way and i don't like how no matter how hard i try things don't always go my way especially with school and like cheer/gymnastics. i wish things came as easy for me as they did to other people. i don't like how i can't change things that i have done in the past, i know i can do things to make them better but i wish that we can just go back in time and fix them. from now on i need to make the best of my high school life. i can't be too afraid to do things, i need to try new things, and i need to not be to afraid to regret something that i do. that would be my new goal.
so i'd be really suprised if anyone actually read that.
“Growing up sucks. And not all kisses are magic. And most boys do not live up to your expectations. But there are those times when everything- I mean love, romance, relationships- It all falls together perfectly and it's incredible. It's those moments, no matter how depressingly few and far between, that make growing up worth it.” -Dawson’s Creek
i realized that i expect a lot of myself like to be perfect and thats a really unreasonable thing to do. i also think that i might expect a lot of other people to be that way or to be perfect but they're not and i can't change that. i dont like how i cant change things that aren't my way and i don't like how no matter how hard i try things don't always go my way especially with school and like cheer/gymnastics. i wish things came as easy for me as they did to other people. i don't like how i can't change things that i have done in the past, i know i can do things to make them better but i wish that we can just go back in time and fix them. from now on i need to make the best of my high school life. i can't be too afraid to do things, i need to try new things, and i need to not be to afraid to regret something that i do. that would be my new goal.
so i'd be really suprised if anyone actually read that.
“Growing up sucks. And not all kisses are magic. And most boys do not live up to your expectations. But there are those times when everything- I mean love, romance, relationships- It all falls together perfectly and it's incredible. It's those moments, no matter how depressingly few and far between, that make growing up worth it.” -Dawson’s Creek