Feb 24, 2006 08:10
I've thought about this long and carefully, and after obliterating my myspace a couple of weeks back I've decided to give this LJ the axe too. I'm sick of it. All I've been doing recently is posting wierd news under some foolish notion that people will be the least bit interested. The people who have in the past stopped to look at my journal have long since moved on save for Kimmie, and I havn't bothered seeking new people out on LJ to add to my friends list, mostly because at this point I could give a rats ass who sees it. I don't share anything personal here anymore, and I really don't want to. It's more of an embarassment to read than it ever was an introspective look at what was going on in my life on a given day, and in a way it kind of pains me that I'm just now admitting this to myself.
I may change my password to a random string of letters, I may just delete the journal completly. Maybe I'll change my mind and leave it up and post like once every couple of months, but I seriously doubt I'll retain the least bit of interest posting 6 times a year to write anything worthile. I feel like I've dragged this novelty on for too long, and I went through alot of bullshit with people here in posts long since deleted. I've always been the kind of person who never lets things die, but worse yet, lets things haunt him.
So yeah, this is my last post.
UPDATE: apparently the gay homo loving bastards as myspace can't honor a request to delete an account. Whatever. Guess that at least is going to stay up.