HAPPY
YAY!
OK, so, this past weekend, Dusty came down for Valentines Day. Well, we decided that we would give each other our stuff Friday so we could just chill and whatever on Valentines Day.
Dusty got me the best things ever!
First off he got me a card, at the top it says When? Then it's lists all this stuff like, When I hear you laugh, When we share a secret, etc, all over the front of the card. Then inside it says, That's when I love you! ISNT THAT SO SWEET!?!?! Also in the envelope, there was a cd he burned, and it has all these songs on it that I like and that remind Dusty of me! It is so sweet! Like, he payed attention and burned it! :-D He also gave me this chocolate Key to my Heart. (I don't wanna eat it! Hehehe!) Then, he handed me a diary with hearts on it. Insided, he had written all the poems he had ever wrote for me. I could have cried. It was the best thing anyone has ever given me. He showed me just how much he loved me with thos small things. Yea, some people would be like "That's all?" But those few sweet things, mean the world to me. Those are truly gifts from the heart. Those were the best gifts I have ever recieved, and probably ever will. Man, isn't he just the GREATEST GUY in the WHOLE WORLD? I mean, who could top something like that? He was so worried cause he thought he wouldn't have enough money to buy me anything. But what he did but me can and will surpass anything else anyone could ever get me. I mean, who needs a huge bunch of flowers and a huge rock of a ring if you don't have someone that completely, utterly, absolutely, and unconditionally loves you? Really?
I don't think i have ever seen so happy about something that I cried while writing about it.
Well, Valentines day, we hung out, watched tv, and Dusty dozed off, so I decided to make him dinner. Now you're probaly thinkin, what on EARTH can you make for dinner that's worth having in a dorm? I already had that plan fixed. I put some spaghetti and tortellini in a bowl, and warmed it up, while that was heating, I drug a storage box out from under my bed, got out 2 bowls, and cups. I split the spaghetti into the 2 bowls, made some green beans, buttered some bread, and made some strawberry lemonade. Yea, I know it sounds like it wouldn't be anything great, but there it was. I set a storage box as a table. Turned on some piano music that me and Dusty love, fixed the lights, and work Dusty up. He said it made him happy, I was hoping it did. I know it doesn't sound like much either, dinner on Valentines Day in the floor of a dorm on a box, but it was wonderful. We sat and talked and looked into each other's eyes and just couldn't have possibly been any happier at that moment in time. My suite-mate came back from her dinner all dressed up and fancy, they went to an EXPENSIVE restaraunt where they had Veal and Alligator tail, and all sorts of exotic stuff. It didn't phase me.
Yes, everything Dusty and I did for Valentines Day was small, and not expensive, wasn't the fanciest, wasn't the best, and to some people, maybe wasn't worth doing, but what other people lack is the heart behind it. Not many people can get behind the fancy roses, the big jewelry, and the expensive restaraunts, those things can't truly make someone happy. I have never been so happy in my life that I can cry so many happy tears about something. But Dusty has made me so happy and opened so many new door in my life that if I were to die right now at this vert moment, I would have no regrets, cause in my life, I would have known what true, unconditional love is really like. Dustin Jay Ruby, I love you, and always will. Thank you for everything for loving me, taking care of me, and caring about me, but especially, for being you. Love you with all my heart!
2/15/04 <3
OK, so, this past weekend, Dusty came down for Valentines Day. Well, we decided that we would give each other our stuff Friday so we could just chill and whatever on Valentines Day.
Dusty got me the best things ever!
First off he got me a card, at the top it says When? Then it's lists all this stuff like, When I hear you laugh, When we share a secret, etc, all over the front of the card. Then inside it says, That's when I love you! ISNT THAT SO SWEET!?!?! Also in the envelope, there was a cd he burned, and it has all these songs on it that I like and that remind Dusty of me! It is so sweet! Like, he payed attention and burned it! :-D He also gave me this chocolate Key to my Heart. (I don't wanna eat it! Hehehe!) Then, he handed me a diary with hearts on it. Insided, he had written all the poems he had ever wrote for me. I could have cried. It was the best thing anyone has ever given me. He showed me just how much he loved me with thos small things. Yea, some people would be like "That's all?" But those few sweet things, mean the world to me. Those are truly gifts from the heart. Those were the best gifts I have ever recieved, and probably ever will. Man, isn't he just the GREATEST GUY in the WHOLE WORLD? I mean, who could top something like that? He was so worried cause he thought he wouldn't have enough money to buy me anything. But what he did but me can and will surpass anything else anyone could ever get me. I mean, who needs a huge bunch of flowers and a huge rock of a ring if you don't have someone that completely, utterly, absolutely, and unconditionally loves you? Really?
I don't think i have ever seen so happy about something that I cried while writing about it.
Well, Valentines day, we hung out, watched tv, and Dusty dozed off, so I decided to make him dinner. Now you're probaly thinkin, what on EARTH can you make for dinner that's worth having in a dorm? I already had that plan fixed. I put some spaghetti and tortellini in a bowl, and warmed it up, while that was heating, I drug a storage box out from under my bed, got out 2 bowls, and cups. I split the spaghetti into the 2 bowls, made some green beans, buttered some bread, and made some strawberry lemonade. Yea, I know it sounds like it wouldn't be anything great, but there it was. I set a storage box as a table. Turned on some piano music that me and Dusty love, fixed the lights, and work Dusty up. He said it made him happy, I was hoping it did. I know it doesn't sound like much either, dinner on Valentines Day in the floor of a dorm on a box, but it was wonderful. We sat and talked and looked into each other's eyes and just couldn't have possibly been any happier at that moment in time. My suite-mate came back from her dinner all dressed up and fancy, they went to an EXPENSIVE restaraunt where they had Veal and Alligator tail, and all sorts of exotic stuff. It didn't phase me.
Yes, everything Dusty and I did for Valentines Day was small, and not expensive, wasn't the fanciest, wasn't the best, and to some people, maybe wasn't worth doing, but what other people lack is the heart behind it. Not many people can get behind the fancy roses, the big jewelry, and the expensive restaraunts, those things can't truly make someone happy. I have never been so happy in my life that I can cry so many happy tears about something. But Dusty has made me so happy and opened so many new door in my life that if I were to die right now at this vert moment, I would have no regrets, cause in my life, I would have known what true, unconditional love is really like. Dustin Jay Ruby, I love you, and always will. Thank you for everything for loving me, taking care of me, and caring about me, but especially, for being you. Love you with all my heart!
2/15/04 <3