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Olla.
Someone told me yesterday, that I had changed. And, he didn't know how to take me.
Have I changed? In a year. In the time he really, kinda, knew me, have I changed so horribly?
I think I might be just jaded. I mean, two almost pregnancies, two pregnancies, a miscarriage, losing a bestfriend/sister to drugs, losing a semi-close to drugs (only to have him come semi back, and then go to drugs again), a new step-mother, being ripped away from my home in paradise (italy). Yea, that's what happened in year. Can you really put the blame on me?
Yes, I know, I was only in Italy for two and half weeks. But, it was that place, where I know I couldn't mind spending the rest of my life there. Unlike, Morocco, where it's amazing to visit, but, I don't know if I could permenantly put myself there.
I'm losing track. He told me my change wasn't bad, or good. He didn't know. I'm confused.
But, on the bright side. I can now buy an iPod Touch. And, not have to work for two weeks. *pumps fist*.
Ciao.
PS. Elisa, we're rubbing off each other.
Someone told me yesterday, that I had changed. And, he didn't know how to take me.
Have I changed? In a year. In the time he really, kinda, knew me, have I changed so horribly?
I think I might be just jaded. I mean, two almost pregnancies, two pregnancies, a miscarriage, losing a bestfriend/sister to drugs, losing a semi-close to drugs (only to have him come semi back, and then go to drugs again), a new step-mother, being ripped away from my home in paradise (italy). Yea, that's what happened in year. Can you really put the blame on me?
Yes, I know, I was only in Italy for two and half weeks. But, it was that place, where I know I couldn't mind spending the rest of my life there. Unlike, Morocco, where it's amazing to visit, but, I don't know if I could permenantly put myself there.
I'm losing track. He told me my change wasn't bad, or good. He didn't know. I'm confused.
But, on the bright side. I can now buy an iPod Touch. And, not have to work for two weeks. *pumps fist*.
Ciao.
PS. Elisa, we're rubbing off each other.