Dec 20, 2002 20:50
Those nights when you cant fall asleep, maybe its because your in someone elses dreams
okey dokey im lovin the layout and stuff but im soo changin it lol i want it to be cute not sexayy haha anyways im not in a "omg blah blah* mood .. i just found out that my friends Justin + Shaun got into a car accident and passed away.. it kills me cuz wednesday Justin told me he was moving away and i would never see him again and he goes "now u gotta give me a hug" and im like sure i know ill see u tomorro.. and i gave him hug and he goes "no im serious" and i go "uh huh ill c u tomorro justin" and i told him that i still love him .. well i was wrong and right.. he didnt more and no i didnt see him "tommoro" when i found out i was so0o0 upset! i cried so hard theirs no more water in my body! im about to cry again now.. damn i wish i couldve saw him one more time and said goodbye but i hope i do see him in heaven. its really sad that the Lord took him away right before christmas =( i cant go to the service tomorro i know i hafta but i really dont wanna.. im gonna change the subject now, i found out that i like brandon, go me! well im gonna go cuz my sis is flying from NJ around 11 so i hafta do sum stuff before she gets here! ahh cant wait ;x please pray for the bartlet family! later..
ps: some people wonder why i dont say "bye" its because its not goodbye.. its ill see you later..