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So I've decided that I want to start fresh...I want to delete all of my old entries and start new...I don't want to remember anything and look back on the past. I don't want to remember my first year of college or any of the hard times I've been through. Life is short enough, there shouldn't be a reason to dwell on the past, or the friends that went away or the friends you thought you had, crushes that never would of worked, stress from everything and everywhere. I wasn't going to update, but I have way too many and I figure I'll just delete them whenever I come on.
Less than 3 more weeks until school...I feel like a dork but I can't wait. I just wanna get in there and make a name for myself, or something along those lines. I feel like all of the people I've gotten close to, either transfered or they forgot that I exist. This is a big semester for me and I'm hoping things go well. I'm glad I'm not in the dorms anymore...it was a waste of money and although there were many great memories...there are probably more bad ones. People in that school obviously have too many friends to associate with anyone else. I'm highly considering on transferring to UB...cheaper and probably a better education. As of right now I still want to go into PT but naturally I still have my doubts...I love foreign affairs and history and english and politics...I just want to find out what my purpose is and be happy with my choice. I'm still deciding on whether I want to play soccer this semester or not...I reallly want to because it's something that makes me happy and it's something that I truly love...but it just seems so clique-ish to me...also I'm going to be really busy with work and school.
My summer has been going pretty well...I've gone up to Canada with Ken...our friends parents rented a place in Long Beach for 2 weeks...it was incredible to just escape and forget all of my everyday stresses. But naturally on the way home, my breaks went on the Peace Bridge. Luckily there was no accident, but we were pretty close...I'm glad I wasn't driving. I found out that my brake master cylinder is shot and it's definitely not safe to drive, there's hardly any pressure. Ken has an extra one, but it might not work in my car and it's like a $300 part..him and his cousin are going to try putting it in tomorrow but if it doesn't work thenn I'll have to buy one...a car Ken knows at the dealership is gonna try to get one cheap for me and I'll only get charged $75 for labor (which is one hour) even though it's a 2-4 hour job. It just seems like everything is going wrong for me lately...I got pulled over for my tints, had to pay for the tickets, got my car insurance cancelled on me and had to pay way too much to get it reinstate and of course the brakes. I'm hoping this is it.
I want more than anything to get an apartment...I might be able to get another job..off the books and I hear it's $20-$30 an hour...if that works out then I'll be able to get an apartment in a year..I want to save up money first so I can buy furniture and stuff haha.
Well, that's about it...I know this won't be read, but then again, I guess it's more for me to get off my chest than anything else.
Less than 3 more weeks until school...I feel like a dork but I can't wait. I just wanna get in there and make a name for myself, or something along those lines. I feel like all of the people I've gotten close to, either transfered or they forgot that I exist. This is a big semester for me and I'm hoping things go well. I'm glad I'm not in the dorms anymore...it was a waste of money and although there were many great memories...there are probably more bad ones. People in that school obviously have too many friends to associate with anyone else. I'm highly considering on transferring to UB...cheaper and probably a better education. As of right now I still want to go into PT but naturally I still have my doubts...I love foreign affairs and history and english and politics...I just want to find out what my purpose is and be happy with my choice. I'm still deciding on whether I want to play soccer this semester or not...I reallly want to because it's something that makes me happy and it's something that I truly love...but it just seems so clique-ish to me...also I'm going to be really busy with work and school.
My summer has been going pretty well...I've gone up to Canada with Ken...our friends parents rented a place in Long Beach for 2 weeks...it was incredible to just escape and forget all of my everyday stresses. But naturally on the way home, my breaks went on the Peace Bridge. Luckily there was no accident, but we were pretty close...I'm glad I wasn't driving. I found out that my brake master cylinder is shot and it's definitely not safe to drive, there's hardly any pressure. Ken has an extra one, but it might not work in my car and it's like a $300 part..him and his cousin are going to try putting it in tomorrow but if it doesn't work thenn I'll have to buy one...a car Ken knows at the dealership is gonna try to get one cheap for me and I'll only get charged $75 for labor (which is one hour) even though it's a 2-4 hour job. It just seems like everything is going wrong for me lately...I got pulled over for my tints, had to pay for the tickets, got my car insurance cancelled on me and had to pay way too much to get it reinstate and of course the brakes. I'm hoping this is it.
I want more than anything to get an apartment...I might be able to get another job..off the books and I hear it's $20-$30 an hour...if that works out then I'll be able to get an apartment in a year..I want to save up money first so I can buy furniture and stuff haha.
Well, that's about it...I know this won't be read, but then again, I guess it's more for me to get off my chest than anything else.