Mar 10, 2005 01:03
Havent updated in a while. A lot has changed. I have given up drinking in the most part.. I had 1 beer in the past 2 weeks, Been in the studio for the past 2 weeks also on my days off, trying to get this album done. Been working out every day. Trying to get in better shape, and I definately see improvements.
Es broke up with me.. Because I suck and yea... I suck. We dont ever see each other, and thats pretty much it.. I hope. IF she hates me or has other reasons I hope she would tell me and not try to play it off as something else.. Im not quite sure what to think.. Im all sad and being emo about it.. But whatever, Its happened plenty of times before. Im used to it. Was just hoping this would be different.
Got lots of out of town shows coming up.. Fun fun.. Some multiple shows per night days also. Going to be a busy beaver. Im saving up to get my license and car also! OMG and so far I have $1200 saved not including the check I get this friday.. Prolly another 600 or so since I didnt buy any liquor in the past 2 weeks to put on my tab.. Which in return drains my check.
I also have the Macho Man Randy Savage rap album.. Its hillarious.. He is trying to be all hard.. But he doesn't swear. He says punk a lot.. and thats funny to me... PUNK!
And on a final note.. Heres a little diddy for you.
Goddamn you half-Japanese girls
Do it to me every time
Oh, the redhead said you shred the cello
And I'm jello, baby
But you won't talk, won't look, won't think of me
I'm the epitome of Public Enemy
Why you wanna go and do me like that?
Come down on the street and dance with me
I'm a lot like you so please Hello, I'm here, I'm waiting
I think I'd be good for you and you'd be good for me
I asked you to go to the Green Day concert
You said you never heard of them
How cool is that??
So I went to your room and read your diary:
"watching Grunge leg-drop New-Jack trough presstable..."
and then my heart stopped:
"listening to Cio-Cio San fall in love all over again."
How stupid is it? I can't talk about it
I gotta sing about it and make a record of my heart
How stupid is it? won't you gimme a minute
just come up to me and say "hello" to my heart
How stupid is it? For all I know you want me too
And maybe you just don't know what to do
Or maybe you're scared to say: "I'm falling for you"
I wish I could get my head out of the sand
'Cuz I think we'd make a good team
And you would keep my fingernails clean
But that's just a stupid dream that I won't realize
'Cuz I can't even look in your eyes Without shakin', and I ain't fakin'
I'll bring home the turkey if you bring home the bacon