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Oct 12, 2006 00:20

i'm happy and i remember how it felt to smile again
its weird
cuz like
i'd be sitting and .. my face would be very straight and bored and my eyebrows up as though to say wtf?
and i wasnt smiling
but things are good
i believe i am in love
and.. stuff is working out
sure, i have a 46% and 68% on the two test/quizzes i took in math but things'll pull up
like i said to someone else
they have to and they will
marching band is restarting in winter
select chorus is in winter
i'm going to do a flute/flute or a flute/piano duet with my friend
i'm going to take the amc and get a high score
i'm going to do the geography/spelling bee
being friends with everyone really has an advantage. it feels so great to walk down the hall and spell out inside jokes to everyone personally, not just walk down, cluctching my books, my head down
my sinuses are clearing up
i feel great
i can RUN. i can RUN again. I CAN RUN AGAIN.
my asthma/allergies never let me run. BUT NOW I CAN. I CAN RUN. omfg. i can run. i ran 6 laps around the track @ the hs because i was so happy and i needed to quietly let it out
i feel great
i should join some volleyball coalition
i'm doing lit mag and newspaper
and mathclub, call me a nerd
call me whatever the fuck you want
but i'm happy
and it feels so goddamn great to feel happy
and free
i feel free
i'm in love
i'm happy
i can run.
giving a big kiss to life
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