Jan 28, 2005 15:25
ok well its been a long tyme since i have updated i dunno if everyone knew but on December 3 was adams 18th birthday and also is when me n goss hooked up best day of my life that was goin good january 3 was 1 month for us!! but then on the 13th he broke up wit me....didnt see it commin i thought we were goin good i guess i wasnt what he was lookin for but i hope he has a change of heart and we end up back together b.c i really love him but maybe he just neeeds tyme...but i guess if its ment for us to be we will get back together but anywayzz i have been goin through alot in school and just everything....and i just wanna say thank you for the ones that have stayed tru and have stuck by me through all of thys and ashley papp i love you soo much u are the only one that can relate to what is goin on b/c u are in the same position and have been and u are helpin me to stay strong and just have hope like u have.....and Amanda gerdin i love u too and lotz of others but yea i just hope that things get better soon! b.c i really hate my life like thys i wanna go back to before...:/ but yea im think im gonna go now i just wanted to update cause its been awhile but i have had alot goin on and i just wanted to get some things out ....Nicole......