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I guess u could say that I have been slacking with my journal it is no suprise since I should be given a award in procrasination. These past few weeks have been crazy busy. School so far this semester has been going well. Last week I had my spring break and was able to go up to Boston for a weekend with friends. Its the most fun I have had in awhile and being able to get away from my mothers psyco antics was God sent. For anyone who dosent know me my mother can be a bit of a control freak. She thinks she has my whole life planned out and the things I will and wont do. Being 21 years old and never rebeling against this I finally realize the damage it has been doing to me. So with her ive basically become a liar and wont really tell her anything about my life. Ive been seeing my bf now for almost 3 months and she has no clue. But I find that this really sucks im someone who dosent like to keep secrets and im not ashamed of anything that I do, but I feel like if i want to have a life while living under my mothers roof that I have to be careful of what I say. The other day I had a glass of wine at my aunts house and my mother blew up on me telling me that im irresonsible and that im not supposed to be drinking and driving. Or there was the time last week when she told me she didnt kno who any of my friends are and she dosent know if they have the same christian values as us. Basically arguements like this arise all the time. She needs to learn to let go and know im living my own life with people who I want around me. Besides this life hasnt been to bad. This semester rocks compared to last and im doing well in all my classes. I just went to my advisement to pick my classes for next semester and was told I will be graduationg a year late. Im a lil upset about it but I thought I would have longer to make up for the crappy advisement this school gives. I never really thought I would be choosing social work as a field but I seem to be happier with it and who really knows if its what im going to be doing for the rest of my life. Right now I have to get back to my computer class im in right now but if i get a chance later ill update about my spring break bye for now!