I'm alright, I'm alright...
It only hurts when I breathe.
well... I just saw the Twilight movie. it was good, I enjoyed it. My friend was pissed that they didn't make it exactly like the book. and I got tired of trying to tell her that if they did, it would be long, boring, and LONG! ugh. whatever.
but, I've been having a bit of a breakdown lately. I still don't have a job (since the end of June) which means I have no money which has led to a lot of frustration which has consequently resulted in many tears.
Still not having someone to hug or lie down in a bed with hasn't helped much either and has, again, ended in much crying. I just hurt most of the time. my heart just hurts.
I never knew until that moment how bad it could hurt
to lose something you never really had.
~From the television show The Wonder Years
I am tired, Beloved,
of chafing my heart against
the want of you;
of squeezing it into little inkdrops,
And posting it.
~Amy Lowell, "The Letter"
Ask me why I keep on loving you when it's clear that
you don't feel the same way for me...
the problem is that as much as I can't force you to love me,
I can't force myself to stop loving you.
~Author Unknown
some quotes that somewhat resemble how I feel... anyway, I should go to bed... I have a class in the morning, even though I shall probably fail it.
well... I just saw the Twilight movie. it was good, I enjoyed it. My friend was pissed that they didn't make it exactly like the book. and I got tired of trying to tell her that if they did, it would be long, boring, and LONG! ugh. whatever.
but, I've been having a bit of a breakdown lately. I still don't have a job (since the end of June) which means I have no money which has led to a lot of frustration which has consequently resulted in many tears.
Still not having someone to hug or lie down in a bed with hasn't helped much either and has, again, ended in much crying. I just hurt most of the time. my heart just hurts.
I never knew until that moment how bad it could hurt
to lose something you never really had.
~From the television show The Wonder Years
I am tired, Beloved,
of chafing my heart against
the want of you;
of squeezing it into little inkdrops,
And posting it.
~Amy Lowell, "The Letter"
Ask me why I keep on loving you when it's clear that
you don't feel the same way for me...
the problem is that as much as I can't force you to love me,
I can't force myself to stop loving you.
~Author Unknown
some quotes that somewhat resemble how I feel... anyway, I should go to bed... I have a class in the morning, even though I shall probably fail it.