nothing really going well
Two days ago I wrote Turrent an email informing him that we need to talk, and find a day when He, Midnite and I can talk for an hour or more and not worry about work. Won't write about why but some will know. Nothings really going to well, been really down and depressed latly cause of all of these things happening that people and myself are being brought to my attention. I've been eating alone at the apartment for the past few days and its getting my parents a little worried. Mom came with me to my theripist apointment, she got her questions answered and some of her worries and such calmed down I guess. Frustration and anger is getting slightly harder to control as of late but not a whole lot I can do till this thing with the relationship is confronted.
Finally got my damn rifle cleaning kit and tools for the sites, so hopfully I'll head over to PA and do a little shooting for an hour or more. For a while my tires were missbalanced and my car was shaking like a paint mixer, really badly on my way to Turr's house a week or two ago. I have yet to try them out on the open road so hopfully they fixed them cause thats something I can't ignore.
*sigh* so nothing new
4:52PM
woke up about an hour early, I gotta tell ya I'm not in the best frame of mind right now. Dad called and asked if we were eating dinner together like we always do, I declined. Damnit man, why did I wait so fucking long to act and confront them, it only caused me more problems and it didn't get better or fix itself.
Finally got my damn rifle cleaning kit and tools for the sites, so hopfully I'll head over to PA and do a little shooting for an hour or more. For a while my tires were missbalanced and my car was shaking like a paint mixer, really badly on my way to Turr's house a week or two ago. I have yet to try them out on the open road so hopfully they fixed them cause thats something I can't ignore.
*sigh* so nothing new
4:52PM
woke up about an hour early, I gotta tell ya I'm not in the best frame of mind right now. Dad called and asked if we were eating dinner together like we always do, I declined. Damnit man, why did I wait so fucking long to act and confront them, it only caused me more problems and it didn't get better or fix itself.