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i've given in to the pressure of following everyone else
You're black, you sexy creature! Seen as a
sophisticated and mature person, you are liked
by many an adult. But otherwise, you're a
rebellious and controversial person. On the
other hand, you're also very conservative and
and frugle. Is it possible that you enjoy
reading a heavy book? But seen as mysterious
and hidden, it may be hard to find someone to
talk to. You're not a particularly outgoing
person, but you do enjoy a good, long talk with
a person. Debating is one of your favorite
forms of communication. You just enjoy
stirring strong emotions inside people, and
watching the reaction. But as you watch, are
you sipping straight (unsweetened) coffee?
What color are you? (Amazingly detailed & accurate--with pics!)
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happy? actually i think it may summarize me quite well...black is a very pretty color though
woke up this morning and my brother wanted to play ddr so i did and now im all energy-ized :-) ::bounces around::
a lot has been going on lately but im really fine
i think...no i am!
friday after school i picked adam up went to the doctor (woohoo) got my migrane medicine doubled. DOUBLED! i told her i wanted to be taken off of it and i got it doubled..::sigh:: oh well i rarely take it anyway. got medicine for my migranes too...she gave me a "sample" with enough for a month at least. crazy doctor person. thinking im insane. wanted to know how i dont eat but still weigh the same as i did in 6th grade. dont ask me! thats what i was asking you. o well i dont care. i weigh what i do and no matter what i try i dont change so ive given up and you should too.
then we picked up my mom and gail went to the fair to meet emily dube and lili. it was fun and i got my honey sticks yay! their almost all gone already which makes me sad. my mom wanted to get home early cause she was in a bad mood i guess so we left just as chrissy got there so i didnt get to see my mistress and i didnt have a chance to find a place that sold knives.
i need to call janelle at some point. she called last night.
saturday i scraped pain off my dads house after taking SAT's again which i dont think i did as well on as i did the first time but my goal is to get a 1150...or 1200. i can hope right? after scraping paint and wanting to die i went down to the beach and watched waves and got sad that lynn's so dirty. went to adam's hung out there all night...::pause::....came home at 11:30 and watched the experiment which is still an amazing movie and i wish i could become fluent or at least have more understanding of german.
the NHL is on strike. im so sad....but at some point during the season i will go to a bruins and hopefully toronto game. :-D i love hockey
didnt do to much sunday i worked at 4 and when i came in 2 seconds later i got yelled at for not coming in saturday night but no one told me i was covering the girl who worked the morning shifts hours for me. damn people need to tell me stuff. so i felt wicked bad all night and ended up ringing. adam came in to talk to houng about not working my birthday and i got mad cause i told them i would work 7-2 instead of my usual 7-4....i took 2 hours off for my birthday isnt that enough?? i dunno he doesnt understand that if i have an opportunity to work i have to take it not because i want to but because i have to.
my dad called and left a message on my phone so i called him back...it was about the monte carlo. he's selling it to me but it needs to be under my name and i have to pay to fix it. after that which in total will probably be about $1500 and after i get it insured it's mine. only thing is i dont get to buy it until after my birthday and after its fixed i need to try to sell it for as much as possible. once its sold my dad gets another $1000 for the new transmission he put in and after that he gets half of what it was sold for.
ehn not a great deal but ill take it :-D
then he decided lets not be cool and ruin patty's night. not once in sixteen years has he celebrated my birthday and not once in sixteen years has he ever done ANYTHING on my birthday it was always my moms or danny's cause my moms is the 26th and danny's is the 29th (along with a million other people's b-days) but all of a sudden BAM! he wants to have us come to his house on my brithday cause he's leaving for florida the day after and it happens to fall on a saturday. WHAT THE FUCK!! i told him i already have plans for my b-day cause i have friends and they are cool and its my birthday ive always had that day to myself. he gets mad says if we dont do it on the 23rd that i dont get the car ::sob:: but that if i call my uncle and my aunt and they can do it the day before then its still a possibility.
i cancel my birthday again. patty's staying sixteen forever now.
hah im so young. eww
anyway i still havent said much and if you've read all of my rambeling congratulations and i love you
im reading this book right now its really long but wicked good...cant say much else aobut it right now though cause its a hard topic to write about here.
i forget what day it was but i was thinking and ive come to the conclusion that im dying my hair back to blonde for a little or maybe just bleaching it and doing it that way and im going to take a life drawing class for the hell of it. i dont take art anymore but i really wish i did even though i see all the stress you guys go through i still wish i had taken it. i love to draw and if i tried im pretty sure i could get decent at it. i think thats one of my regrets. not taking advantage of the amazing art program thing at fenwick.
anyway i love every one of my friends no matter how much i see or talk to you cause lately it seems like i dont talk to anyone anymore really. i think im going to try working on that too.
p.s. i bought an evanescence thing its like a documentary or something bt i havent had a chance to listen to it. i really only got it cause amy lee is so amazingly beautiful and adam got me the green day cd which i was mad about but i love it anyway
You're black, you sexy creature! Seen as a
sophisticated and mature person, you are liked
by many an adult. But otherwise, you're a
rebellious and controversial person. On the
other hand, you're also very conservative and
and frugle. Is it possible that you enjoy
reading a heavy book? But seen as mysterious
and hidden, it may be hard to find someone to
talk to. You're not a particularly outgoing
person, but you do enjoy a good, long talk with
a person. Debating is one of your favorite
forms of communication. You just enjoy
stirring strong emotions inside people, and
watching the reaction. But as you watch, are
you sipping straight (unsweetened) coffee?
What color are you? (Amazingly detailed & accurate--with pics!)
brought to you by Quizilla
happy? actually i think it may summarize me quite well...black is a very pretty color though
woke up this morning and my brother wanted to play ddr so i did and now im all energy-ized :-) ::bounces around::
a lot has been going on lately but im really fine
i think...no i am!
friday after school i picked adam up went to the doctor (woohoo) got my migrane medicine doubled. DOUBLED! i told her i wanted to be taken off of it and i got it doubled..::sigh:: oh well i rarely take it anyway. got medicine for my migranes too...she gave me a "sample" with enough for a month at least. crazy doctor person. thinking im insane. wanted to know how i dont eat but still weigh the same as i did in 6th grade. dont ask me! thats what i was asking you. o well i dont care. i weigh what i do and no matter what i try i dont change so ive given up and you should too.
then we picked up my mom and gail went to the fair to meet emily dube and lili. it was fun and i got my honey sticks yay! their almost all gone already which makes me sad. my mom wanted to get home early cause she was in a bad mood i guess so we left just as chrissy got there so i didnt get to see my mistress and i didnt have a chance to find a place that sold knives.
i need to call janelle at some point. she called last night.
saturday i scraped pain off my dads house after taking SAT's again which i dont think i did as well on as i did the first time but my goal is to get a 1150...or 1200. i can hope right? after scraping paint and wanting to die i went down to the beach and watched waves and got sad that lynn's so dirty. went to adam's hung out there all night...::pause::....came home at 11:30 and watched the experiment which is still an amazing movie and i wish i could become fluent or at least have more understanding of german.
the NHL is on strike. im so sad....but at some point during the season i will go to a bruins and hopefully toronto game. :-D i love hockey
didnt do to much sunday i worked at 4 and when i came in 2 seconds later i got yelled at for not coming in saturday night but no one told me i was covering the girl who worked the morning shifts hours for me. damn people need to tell me stuff. so i felt wicked bad all night and ended up ringing. adam came in to talk to houng about not working my birthday and i got mad cause i told them i would work 7-2 instead of my usual 7-4....i took 2 hours off for my birthday isnt that enough?? i dunno he doesnt understand that if i have an opportunity to work i have to take it not because i want to but because i have to.
my dad called and left a message on my phone so i called him back...it was about the monte carlo. he's selling it to me but it needs to be under my name and i have to pay to fix it. after that which in total will probably be about $1500 and after i get it insured it's mine. only thing is i dont get to buy it until after my birthday and after its fixed i need to try to sell it for as much as possible. once its sold my dad gets another $1000 for the new transmission he put in and after that he gets half of what it was sold for.
ehn not a great deal but ill take it :-D
then he decided lets not be cool and ruin patty's night. not once in sixteen years has he celebrated my birthday and not once in sixteen years has he ever done ANYTHING on my birthday it was always my moms or danny's cause my moms is the 26th and danny's is the 29th (along with a million other people's b-days) but all of a sudden BAM! he wants to have us come to his house on my brithday cause he's leaving for florida the day after and it happens to fall on a saturday. WHAT THE FUCK!! i told him i already have plans for my b-day cause i have friends and they are cool and its my birthday ive always had that day to myself. he gets mad says if we dont do it on the 23rd that i dont get the car ::sob:: but that if i call my uncle and my aunt and they can do it the day before then its still a possibility.
i cancel my birthday again. patty's staying sixteen forever now.
hah im so young. eww
anyway i still havent said much and if you've read all of my rambeling congratulations and i love you
im reading this book right now its really long but wicked good...cant say much else aobut it right now though cause its a hard topic to write about here.
i forget what day it was but i was thinking and ive come to the conclusion that im dying my hair back to blonde for a little or maybe just bleaching it and doing it that way and im going to take a life drawing class for the hell of it. i dont take art anymore but i really wish i did even though i see all the stress you guys go through i still wish i had taken it. i love to draw and if i tried im pretty sure i could get decent at it. i think thats one of my regrets. not taking advantage of the amazing art program thing at fenwick.
anyway i love every one of my friends no matter how much i see or talk to you cause lately it seems like i dont talk to anyone anymore really. i think im going to try working on that too.
p.s. i bought an evanescence thing its like a documentary or something bt i havent had a chance to listen to it. i really only got it cause amy lee is so amazingly beautiful and adam got me the green day cd which i was mad about but i love it anyway