OK so it seems as though....

[sniffalotta69]

In the past 6 months i've suffered deep, deep, emotional and personal mental depression. On my way I totally forgot who i was, who my friends were, and where it was exactly in life i was going. I also seem to have lost my once everyday smile and replaced it with an angry, unhappy, and sad scowl, aimed at anyone who dared stand in my way. I realize that my friends were no longer wanting to hang out with me, and that to an extent I really kinda just ran my friends away. For this I owe you all an apoligy. The majority of you were just trying to help and get me out of the never ending downward spiral that i was drowning in, and the rest were just being friends. I know that i have'nt made the best of choices in the past year, and when it comes down to it, i've over stepped a lot of bounderies when i came to asking favors of friends. To those, and all of you, who assisted me and were there for me when these favors were asked of you, I THANK AND APPRECIATE YOU AND ALL YOU DID TO HELP! I never would have made it this far without the love from you. Thank you. I know that in the past couple of months i've totally turned into someone that the majority of you didn't know or even cared to be around. I promise you that the person who you saw or heard about was not ME, and you'll never see that person again. I have come to realize that the choices and the way i was acting were due to my own unhappy mind set with myself and that nobody eles was to blame for my unhappiness but myself! I deeply aploigize for those of you who had to endure my very short and evil attitude. There is so much more i could say and explain right now but i must go and wait till tommorow when i have more time... Again I'm sorry, Thank you and i Love you all very much! Today is my new day to shine and relight my old flamed self. PLease if you still have issues and or problems with me I beg of you to come and talk to me so that we can go back to being our happy family we were just a year ago.

Lotsa Loves talk to you soon,
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