you just have to kiss a few frogs...
So things are interesting with my life lately...
they will be broken down into three categories; friends, freaky occurences, and love
The friend front is going so well. I cannot wait to live with Katie, Rosie and Thrasher next year. Im just really ready to live with people that love having fun. Karon and I are getting closer now that we know that our time as roommates is at an end. My camp experience is going to be great this summer, no fakeness or drama to be found on my horizon. I cannot wait.
Freaky Occurances... yeah, so Saturday night I had to call the police because there was a very angry crazy man chillin' outside of my apt door and I was definately freaked out. Like, its not bad enough that 4 people have been shot around my apt... no, please, go ahead, put some nut outside of my bedroom door who is yelling at me not to call the cops...right dude.
... then today, im running late for class, just a couple minutes and i approach harrison and mi ave and i see a car flipped over right where i always wait to cross the street at. Im not trying to sound Miss Cleo'ish, but everyday taht i walk to class i time it so that i hit that corner at 9:05 or 9:06 and thats right when this guy flipped his car over right in my path. Well, anyways I ran over and helped him until the police got there and then i went onto my class.
Love...
IS SO FREAKIN WEIRD.
like i just havent been feeling loved by my family at all lately, like that im just a burden on them... they assure me that its not the case, so i cannot understand where all of these feelings are coming from
Theres nothing quite like your first love... Ezra visited me this weekend, it was the first time i have seen him in FOUR YEARS and i felt exactly the same as when i first met him. It was amazing the connection that we still have.
I told him that I still got butterflies when he kisses me, just like I did back when we first kissed, 6 years ago. He said that I was so cute in what i said and my "little face"... swoon... He is still everything that I look for in a guy, which is crazy that i still think that hes totally everything, i mean, hes the first boy that i ever felt love for, and i'd lie if i said that i didnt have a complete deja vu of emotions...
Then theres Nate... if anything we are becoming amazing friends...I really respect that he doesnt kiss around and that hes looking for a relationship and the perfect time to even express anything... but its so ambiguous that i dont know if hes into me or not... so friends we will be for now
They are both noble guys... im just going to keep my options open and let each develop on their own, which as anyone that knows me knows that this is going to continue to be complete torture for me, but im hoping that ill learn something from it all...
well, i need sleep, seeing as how i came home at 10pm with complete intentions of going right to sleep...
they will be broken down into three categories; friends, freaky occurences, and love
The friend front is going so well. I cannot wait to live with Katie, Rosie and Thrasher next year. Im just really ready to live with people that love having fun. Karon and I are getting closer now that we know that our time as roommates is at an end. My camp experience is going to be great this summer, no fakeness or drama to be found on my horizon. I cannot wait.
Freaky Occurances... yeah, so Saturday night I had to call the police because there was a very angry crazy man chillin' outside of my apt door and I was definately freaked out. Like, its not bad enough that 4 people have been shot around my apt... no, please, go ahead, put some nut outside of my bedroom door who is yelling at me not to call the cops...right dude.
... then today, im running late for class, just a couple minutes and i approach harrison and mi ave and i see a car flipped over right where i always wait to cross the street at. Im not trying to sound Miss Cleo'ish, but everyday taht i walk to class i time it so that i hit that corner at 9:05 or 9:06 and thats right when this guy flipped his car over right in my path. Well, anyways I ran over and helped him until the police got there and then i went onto my class.
Love...
IS SO FREAKIN WEIRD.
like i just havent been feeling loved by my family at all lately, like that im just a burden on them... they assure me that its not the case, so i cannot understand where all of these feelings are coming from
Theres nothing quite like your first love... Ezra visited me this weekend, it was the first time i have seen him in FOUR YEARS and i felt exactly the same as when i first met him. It was amazing the connection that we still have.
I told him that I still got butterflies when he kisses me, just like I did back when we first kissed, 6 years ago. He said that I was so cute in what i said and my "little face"... swoon... He is still everything that I look for in a guy, which is crazy that i still think that hes totally everything, i mean, hes the first boy that i ever felt love for, and i'd lie if i said that i didnt have a complete deja vu of emotions...
Then theres Nate... if anything we are becoming amazing friends...I really respect that he doesnt kiss around and that hes looking for a relationship and the perfect time to even express anything... but its so ambiguous that i dont know if hes into me or not... so friends we will be for now
They are both noble guys... im just going to keep my options open and let each develop on their own, which as anyone that knows me knows that this is going to continue to be complete torture for me, but im hoping that ill learn something from it all...
well, i need sleep, seeing as how i came home at 10pm with complete intentions of going right to sleep...