God HAS made a way
Well this weekend with Brian has been something that I will never forget. SO, let me start from the begginging...
Friday afternoon Brian got here, Tiff and I were on the porch waiting for him, and omg it was amazing to see him again. I think its kinda funny that we are always like "Im going to give you the biggest hug even when I see you." and then when we see each other its just a regular hug lol, but it does mean so much. SO anywho, we sat outside on the porch for a while talking and stuff. Then we all went out to get some food, it was so much fun being around him again! We went to Subway and my gosh it was good, but I didnt eat any of it really because when Im around Brian I can seem to eat, sleep, or think right lol. So I just had some chips and a few bits and that was it. We also went to get some movies, we got Phantom of the Opera, My dog skip, and T2. Me and Brian watched T2 because tiff was talking to Johnny, but it was cool. It was a good movie, but we didnt get all the way through. So, around 2:30am we got ready for bed, Brian slept on the floor next to the bed were Tiff and I were sleeping so he could be beside me. Anywho, we were talking and stuff and then...then the most wonderful thing ever happened, we had our first kiss. It was awsome in every way possible! But at the same time it was kinda funny because we were kissing and Tiffany rolled over and saw us...talk about odd lol. But it was just fine! and I didnt get to sleep till 3:15am lol!
Saturday morning I had to get up at 6:00 because my Mum and Scott were going out shopping for whatever and someone had to be down stairs to listen for Hannah to wake up...and I said I would. So I was like sooo sleepy, I only got 3 hours of sleep lol. anywho, at around 10:00 Brian woke up, me and Tiff were already awake. Brian made us eggs for breakfast and oh my gosh they were friggen sweet lol. So, the plan was to watch hannah till 5:00 when Mum and Scott got back and then we would go to the mall and go see a movie but it turned out that Tiff didnt wanna see and movie and me and Brian didnt wanna go to the mall lol. So we just stayed home! We finished watching T2 which totaly rocked, I had never seen the movie before and I loved it! When they got home we went out to get some food at Toco bell...mmm taco! Dang, Brian eats so much! He had two chicken quesadillas and a 1/2 lb bean burrito...I had one taco lol. So then later that night we were going to watch My dog skip in the livingroom, but only a little into it and "love" called and so tiff got up and never finished it. But me and Brian did and my my thats one sad movie, most of the time I cry in that movie but I was so happy that I was laying in Brians arms that I could not cry, but he did and I thought it was sooo cool. Yeah, cool is not the right word...I think heart warming is the word that fits best. To see him, this big, strong guy, cry when a...very cute mind you...dog dies was just so cool. He really cryed, most guys would not even watch a movie like that, but that just was cool how he lets his emotions show but its still so...buff lol. Im not very good at picking words tonight, buff is not the right word but at the time I think it will have to do. So, that was saturday and as much fun as I had just siting around with Brian and tiff it was sad because it was our last night together. But in a way it was just so wonderful I tryed not to wast the time on being sad. So before we went to sleep we sat up in my room and talked about lots of stuff, mothmen, eye-creaturs that attack windows lol, and I also read the letter thing that he had made for me. That was so cool, I loved it, it was just so amazing to hear someone talk...or write lol...like that. I found it amazing that we feel the same way about so much stuff and I think thats wonderful. In the last little part of the letter he wrote..."meeting you was fait, becoming your friend was choice, falling for you...I had no control over." that is so friggen cool and I love it! So, we went to bed, but I found it, although sad, very nice and even peacefull in a way. I layed ont he bed and he on the floor next to me and I held his hand as we fell asleep. It was cool, I could tell when he was falling asleep because his hand would slowly start to loosen the grip, and after I knew he was asleep I went to sleep. I just felt safe and so very happy sleeping there with him next to me, I was so peaceful that I dont think anything could have scared me...ignoring the fact that I did have a scary dream lol, but it was not that bad at all. So came the end to our saturday!
Sunday...or today...was great! Got up at nine and just layed there with Brian for a while, talking a little and holding his hand. That one heck of a way to start the day, made me so happy! So, anywho, I went to take a shower and get ready for church then at 10:15 we left for church. The service was so nice...like really fun and enjoying, and of course I was just happy having Brian there beside me. So after church we went to the store to get some food and stuff, we got some hotdogs and one pepsi and one coke. When we got home Tiffany set up the soda test...real fast let me tell ya what thats all about, see I like (well liked) coke and Brian likes pepsi so we had to decide which was really the best soda...anyways, we tasted both and to my very big suprise I liked the pepsi!!! It was odd, I loved coke for the longest time and when I had the first drink (pepsi) it was soo good and I was like "oh snap" and then I had the second one (coke) and it was like sooo plain and had no good tast at all. So, now we both at pepsi people, yay! So,after the test me and Brian wanted to cook some food! We made hotdogs and rice, we didnt really know how to make the rice so my mum helped and it still didnt work to well. We cooked it and then fryed it with eggs lol. It looked like yellow, lumpy, mush lol. But it was real good at the end, however I didnt eat a whole lot because I was with Brian and I had to much on my mind. Oh, my mum was sooo funny today, when she found out that me and Brian had kissed...on many occations lol...she wanted to see us kiss because it was so cool to here that I found someone like Brian who is so flippin' cool! So, we got that over with and no, it was not odd kissing him infront of my mum, besides it was not like we made out infront of her, it was just a sweet little kiss. So, then the time came that Brian had to leave...the hardest time of the weekend. Before he left we talked about some stuff like what to do next, I mean we didnt know if we should officialy date or what because he lives 3 hours away and he is also in college and that takes loads of time. But we decided that we would just talk about it some more and see what the Lord wants us to do. After he left I was so sad but overwhelmingly happy at the same time. I cried because I would not get to see him for probably three weeks if that, but I also knew that the time we spent apart would only make us stronger because we are already such good friends. So, I had all these thoughts about what we should do so I wrote Brian a 3 page letter as I waited for him to call to say he got home. After I got all better and was back to my normal self, Brian called!!! So he said that on the way home he had been praying and asking the Lord to send him a sign as to what we should do next and if we should become more then just friends. Then he said that he got a sign from the Lord and he knew he wanted to ask me out officialy, and this was totaly rockin to me! So he said, "this is going to sound cheesey." but I was like I dont care and then he said "will you be my girlfriend?" awwwww, just those five words made me weak and so happy. So I said "of course I will!" AHH, its just so cool. He is by far the best guy I think I will ever know and he is sooo amazing, and caring, and sweet, and such an amazing man of God that I cant take it lol. Like i have said before there is no words to explain how I feel about him and how he makes me feel! So, this weekend has been something that I know I will never forget as long as I live and then some.
I know me and Brian will have some bumps in the road and there will be problems and stuff but I know and he knows that we have God and whatever the Lord wants is what will happen. I have trusted the Lord with this so far and it has been amazing and I will trust the Lord always and forever! So, now its 12:18am and I have to get to up early tommorrow but the problem is, I dont think I can sleep, Im so happy and I dont want to stop thinking about Brian, I love it when he is all I think about. It such an odd feeling, I feel like if I go to sleep I will wake up and not be able to think about him as much as I have tonight and I dont want that! I want to always have him in my heart and on my mind, it just helps me through the day knowing that he is there and that after a long day I will ge to talk to him and see how his day was, which I love hearing about his day. well, my gosh I have to go to sleep...ohh I hope I thoughts about Brian are still here when I wake up and I sure do hope he finds his way into my dreams lol!
June 19th...Fathers day...and also one of the best days in my life so far! The day that Brian Scott Thiesen asked ME to be HIS girlfriend! My gosh, I need to thank the Lord tonight lol.
Friday afternoon Brian got here, Tiff and I were on the porch waiting for him, and omg it was amazing to see him again. I think its kinda funny that we are always like "Im going to give you the biggest hug even when I see you." and then when we see each other its just a regular hug lol, but it does mean so much. SO anywho, we sat outside on the porch for a while talking and stuff. Then we all went out to get some food, it was so much fun being around him again! We went to Subway and my gosh it was good, but I didnt eat any of it really because when Im around Brian I can seem to eat, sleep, or think right lol. So I just had some chips and a few bits and that was it. We also went to get some movies, we got Phantom of the Opera, My dog skip, and T2. Me and Brian watched T2 because tiff was talking to Johnny, but it was cool. It was a good movie, but we didnt get all the way through. So, around 2:30am we got ready for bed, Brian slept on the floor next to the bed were Tiff and I were sleeping so he could be beside me. Anywho, we were talking and stuff and then...then the most wonderful thing ever happened, we had our first kiss. It was awsome in every way possible! But at the same time it was kinda funny because we were kissing and Tiffany rolled over and saw us...talk about odd lol. But it was just fine! and I didnt get to sleep till 3:15am lol!
Saturday morning I had to get up at 6:00 because my Mum and Scott were going out shopping for whatever and someone had to be down stairs to listen for Hannah to wake up...and I said I would. So I was like sooo sleepy, I only got 3 hours of sleep lol. anywho, at around 10:00 Brian woke up, me and Tiff were already awake. Brian made us eggs for breakfast and oh my gosh they were friggen sweet lol. So, the plan was to watch hannah till 5:00 when Mum and Scott got back and then we would go to the mall and go see a movie but it turned out that Tiff didnt wanna see and movie and me and Brian didnt wanna go to the mall lol. So we just stayed home! We finished watching T2 which totaly rocked, I had never seen the movie before and I loved it! When they got home we went out to get some food at Toco bell...mmm taco! Dang, Brian eats so much! He had two chicken quesadillas and a 1/2 lb bean burrito...I had one taco lol. So then later that night we were going to watch My dog skip in the livingroom, but only a little into it and "love" called and so tiff got up and never finished it. But me and Brian did and my my thats one sad movie, most of the time I cry in that movie but I was so happy that I was laying in Brians arms that I could not cry, but he did and I thought it was sooo cool. Yeah, cool is not the right word...I think heart warming is the word that fits best. To see him, this big, strong guy, cry when a...very cute mind you...dog dies was just so cool. He really cryed, most guys would not even watch a movie like that, but that just was cool how he lets his emotions show but its still so...buff lol. Im not very good at picking words tonight, buff is not the right word but at the time I think it will have to do. So, that was saturday and as much fun as I had just siting around with Brian and tiff it was sad because it was our last night together. But in a way it was just so wonderful I tryed not to wast the time on being sad. So before we went to sleep we sat up in my room and talked about lots of stuff, mothmen, eye-creaturs that attack windows lol, and I also read the letter thing that he had made for me. That was so cool, I loved it, it was just so amazing to hear someone talk...or write lol...like that. I found it amazing that we feel the same way about so much stuff and I think thats wonderful. In the last little part of the letter he wrote..."meeting you was fait, becoming your friend was choice, falling for you...I had no control over." that is so friggen cool and I love it! So, we went to bed, but I found it, although sad, very nice and even peacefull in a way. I layed ont he bed and he on the floor next to me and I held his hand as we fell asleep. It was cool, I could tell when he was falling asleep because his hand would slowly start to loosen the grip, and after I knew he was asleep I went to sleep. I just felt safe and so very happy sleeping there with him next to me, I was so peaceful that I dont think anything could have scared me...ignoring the fact that I did have a scary dream lol, but it was not that bad at all. So came the end to our saturday!
Sunday...or today...was great! Got up at nine and just layed there with Brian for a while, talking a little and holding his hand. That one heck of a way to start the day, made me so happy! So, anywho, I went to take a shower and get ready for church then at 10:15 we left for church. The service was so nice...like really fun and enjoying, and of course I was just happy having Brian there beside me. So after church we went to the store to get some food and stuff, we got some hotdogs and one pepsi and one coke. When we got home Tiffany set up the soda test...real fast let me tell ya what thats all about, see I like (well liked) coke and Brian likes pepsi so we had to decide which was really the best soda...anyways, we tasted both and to my very big suprise I liked the pepsi!!! It was odd, I loved coke for the longest time and when I had the first drink (pepsi) it was soo good and I was like "oh snap" and then I had the second one (coke) and it was like sooo plain and had no good tast at all. So, now we both at pepsi people, yay! So,after the test me and Brian wanted to cook some food! We made hotdogs and rice, we didnt really know how to make the rice so my mum helped and it still didnt work to well. We cooked it and then fryed it with eggs lol. It looked like yellow, lumpy, mush lol. But it was real good at the end, however I didnt eat a whole lot because I was with Brian and I had to much on my mind. Oh, my mum was sooo funny today, when she found out that me and Brian had kissed...on many occations lol...she wanted to see us kiss because it was so cool to here that I found someone like Brian who is so flippin' cool! So, we got that over with and no, it was not odd kissing him infront of my mum, besides it was not like we made out infront of her, it was just a sweet little kiss. So, then the time came that Brian had to leave...the hardest time of the weekend. Before he left we talked about some stuff like what to do next, I mean we didnt know if we should officialy date or what because he lives 3 hours away and he is also in college and that takes loads of time. But we decided that we would just talk about it some more and see what the Lord wants us to do. After he left I was so sad but overwhelmingly happy at the same time. I cried because I would not get to see him for probably three weeks if that, but I also knew that the time we spent apart would only make us stronger because we are already such good friends. So, I had all these thoughts about what we should do so I wrote Brian a 3 page letter as I waited for him to call to say he got home. After I got all better and was back to my normal self, Brian called!!! So he said that on the way home he had been praying and asking the Lord to send him a sign as to what we should do next and if we should become more then just friends. Then he said that he got a sign from the Lord and he knew he wanted to ask me out officialy, and this was totaly rockin to me! So he said, "this is going to sound cheesey." but I was like I dont care and then he said "will you be my girlfriend?" awwwww, just those five words made me weak and so happy. So I said "of course I will!" AHH, its just so cool. He is by far the best guy I think I will ever know and he is sooo amazing, and caring, and sweet, and such an amazing man of God that I cant take it lol. Like i have said before there is no words to explain how I feel about him and how he makes me feel! So, this weekend has been something that I know I will never forget as long as I live and then some.
I know me and Brian will have some bumps in the road and there will be problems and stuff but I know and he knows that we have God and whatever the Lord wants is what will happen. I have trusted the Lord with this so far and it has been amazing and I will trust the Lord always and forever! So, now its 12:18am and I have to get to up early tommorrow but the problem is, I dont think I can sleep, Im so happy and I dont want to stop thinking about Brian, I love it when he is all I think about. It such an odd feeling, I feel like if I go to sleep I will wake up and not be able to think about him as much as I have tonight and I dont want that! I want to always have him in my heart and on my mind, it just helps me through the day knowing that he is there and that after a long day I will ge to talk to him and see how his day was, which I love hearing about his day. well, my gosh I have to go to sleep...ohh I hope I thoughts about Brian are still here when I wake up and I sure do hope he finds his way into my dreams lol!
June 19th...Fathers day...and also one of the best days in my life so far! The day that Brian Scott Thiesen asked ME to be HIS girlfriend! My gosh, I need to thank the Lord tonight lol.