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May 25, 2009 21:22

My SIL had her baby Friday

7lbs 3 oz

Emma Rose

I love her.

I held her for a few minutes and it felt so natural and wonderful to hold a baby. I can't wait to have one of my own. I can take a HPT on Friday, though it will only be 10 DPO, so it would be super early. I'll test again on Sunday at 12 DPO which is usually when AF would get here anyway. It would be a February baby...actually the estimated due date is my birthday if we conceived this cycle. I saw that as some kind of sign. For some reason since TTC I see lots of "signs" :)

I need to be optimistic but I also need to talk myself into not being that upset if i'm not pregnant. I tell myself that Feb is still really early in the year for our "plan" since we're aiming for an April-May baby so my maternity leave could go right into our summer vacation. BUT I DON'T REALLY CARE at this point. Feb works for me too! Baby fever has got me bad. Even my husband is all about it now, I'm so happy. Yah! I"ll post results as they come in each day. (since I can't help but always test early. hehe)
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