fuck
well, I'm PISSED OFF. Just 30 minutes ago I was in a darkened room (that might explain this) having some seriously risque flirting with a bevvy (4) beautiful women who were all really cool, thinking 'I am the man'. Plus, as a bonus, it was Megan's party and I love Megan. I love her. And NOW I'm on a frikkin' computer, in a kitchen, alone, at home.
So I am pissed off with life which wants to mock me by dangling things just beyond my reach. Like, not seriously pissed off or upset, just more reflective and 'oh bugger, I wish I had everything I wanted' type. Well, it just reminded me of when I was wee and I used to deliberately not hope for things because whatever I hoped for never happens.
But consequently, as I am getting FUCK ALL done here and all these beautiful women including the enchanting Megan are going to University to meet other guys, I have nothing to stay here for. So, I am applying to go to somewhere wicked for a few months to teach English to foreigners and get away from this shithole.
It's not good news. 3 weeks of 9-5 work and I'm bored with life, feel stuck in a rut, lonely and want to get away at any cost (well, at £1395 + flights). How will I survive the next 40 years?? ;P
Anyway, I want to take this opportunity to say, KAT is beautiful. She is wonderful and everything she does is wonderful because she's that strong. But, in my own words, Kat IS beautiful and the most amazing person I know. She should totally come to Vietnam to teach English with me.
So I am pissed off with life which wants to mock me by dangling things just beyond my reach. Like, not seriously pissed off or upset, just more reflective and 'oh bugger, I wish I had everything I wanted' type. Well, it just reminded me of when I was wee and I used to deliberately not hope for things because whatever I hoped for never happens.
But consequently, as I am getting FUCK ALL done here and all these beautiful women including the enchanting Megan are going to University to meet other guys, I have nothing to stay here for. So, I am applying to go to somewhere wicked for a few months to teach English to foreigners and get away from this shithole.
It's not good news. 3 weeks of 9-5 work and I'm bored with life, feel stuck in a rut, lonely and want to get away at any cost (well, at £1395 + flights). How will I survive the next 40 years?? ;P
Anyway, I want to take this opportunity to say, KAT is beautiful. She is wonderful and everything she does is wonderful because she's that strong. But, in my own words, Kat IS beautiful and the most amazing person I know. She should totally come to Vietnam to teach English with me.