third time's a charm
so chase and i broke up.
he broke up with me.
we've basically been fighting ever since we got back together on march 17. it just wasnt really shaping up to be anything. wed have our really good times together, and i dont regret getting back together at all.
but i think we both learned from it, and realized that we both care about each other but a serious bf/gf relationship just wasnt right for us. i still love him, and i think he still loves me. but not in a romantic way.
i mean im sure everyones like woah where'd that come from. like, he came to my soccer game on wednesday with a big bouquet of flowers, which was really great cuz he hasnt done that in forever. but yeah, then yesterday he flipped out on me cuz i dont fantasize about him, and he sent me about 12 angry texts throughout the course of the day and then never called. after all that i knew it was basically done. i knew he didnt want it as much as he told himself he did, and the fact that i wasnt trying to hold onto him for dear life wasnt helping anything. it wasnt cuz i didnt care about him, i just knew his heart wasnt there, as much as he tried to tell himself that it was.
he said he thinks we should see other people. which bothers me just a little that he worded it that way, cuz it makes me wonder if he met someone down in newark that he thinks would be better for him.
but really, hes right. there is a girl out there thats better for him, i dont doubt that at all. we're both so young. i guess its much better that we end it now before we start fighting so much and him getting so insulting that it got absolutely horrible. i think we can still be friends. not necessarily like, this weekend. but im sure after a week or two, if we can be mature about this whole breakup, itll be fine.
haha now i guess i should go return those bday gifts...
he broke up with me.
we've basically been fighting ever since we got back together on march 17. it just wasnt really shaping up to be anything. wed have our really good times together, and i dont regret getting back together at all.
but i think we both learned from it, and realized that we both care about each other but a serious bf/gf relationship just wasnt right for us. i still love him, and i think he still loves me. but not in a romantic way.
i mean im sure everyones like woah where'd that come from. like, he came to my soccer game on wednesday with a big bouquet of flowers, which was really great cuz he hasnt done that in forever. but yeah, then yesterday he flipped out on me cuz i dont fantasize about him, and he sent me about 12 angry texts throughout the course of the day and then never called. after all that i knew it was basically done. i knew he didnt want it as much as he told himself he did, and the fact that i wasnt trying to hold onto him for dear life wasnt helping anything. it wasnt cuz i didnt care about him, i just knew his heart wasnt there, as much as he tried to tell himself that it was.
he said he thinks we should see other people. which bothers me just a little that he worded it that way, cuz it makes me wonder if he met someone down in newark that he thinks would be better for him.
but really, hes right. there is a girl out there thats better for him, i dont doubt that at all. we're both so young. i guess its much better that we end it now before we start fighting so much and him getting so insulting that it got absolutely horrible. i think we can still be friends. not necessarily like, this weekend. but im sure after a week or two, if we can be mature about this whole breakup, itll be fine.
haha now i guess i should go return those bday gifts...