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So, the realizations of the week...
Nothing at the moment is actually stable, one. Things might appear to be okay briefly, but there are still problems just heating up under the surface.
It's like making pancakes. You put the griddle over the eye, it gets really hot. Too hot. So you take it off the eye and work on your pancake making for a while. But then after it's cooled down some, you put it on that eye again and it gets just as hot as before.
Oops burned pancakes.
My body is falling apart on me, two. I'm sick/feeling sick all the time. Absolutely exhausted...feel like I can't stay up on my feet most of the time.
And three, I have gained a lot of weight this semester. It's really depressing, considering I wasn't happy with my body even after losing like 10 or so pounds when I moved to Tallahassee. So yeah... I've got to do something about that so I can at least feel a little less disgusted with myself.
Other than that, I've been working on a post here and there throughout the week. You can expect that one to come sometime a little later.
But for now I'm still really tired after that allnighter I pulled for my Research Paper.
Nothing at the moment is actually stable, one. Things might appear to be okay briefly, but there are still problems just heating up under the surface.
It's like making pancakes. You put the griddle over the eye, it gets really hot. Too hot. So you take it off the eye and work on your pancake making for a while. But then after it's cooled down some, you put it on that eye again and it gets just as hot as before.
Oops burned pancakes.
My body is falling apart on me, two. I'm sick/feeling sick all the time. Absolutely exhausted...feel like I can't stay up on my feet most of the time.
And three, I have gained a lot of weight this semester. It's really depressing, considering I wasn't happy with my body even after losing like 10 or so pounds when I moved to Tallahassee. So yeah... I've got to do something about that so I can at least feel a little less disgusted with myself.
Other than that, I've been working on a post here and there throughout the week. You can expect that one to come sometime a little later.
But for now I'm still really tired after that allnighter I pulled for my Research Paper.