Nov 19, 2007 18:41
Oh it's time to let it fucking fly. I am sick and fucking tired of this so called mundane fucking life. I'm tired of those supposed friends who cancel on you anytime u make fucking plans ( you know exactly who the fuck u are). I am tired of the friends who don't flake always wanting to fucking stay in shitty rockport and not come down to my place to get fucked up. It ain't my fucking job to waste 40 bucks of gas every weekend to get fucked up. Hell i honestly would rather put that 40 towards alcohol and get drunk for 30 hours in a weekend compared to 15. Fuck it. I'm tired of that fucking bitch boss of mine and her stupid fucking antics. I hurt my back and they send me to some kind of free clinic. Are u fucking stupid, unless it's a fucking chiropractor, the only thing they will do is, take pain pills and rest it. That is fucking it. But no, my boss feels i need to go to this clinic and wait in an uncomfortable fucking chair for another hour and a half instead of chilling on my couch at home. Fuck that. And to boot, i still have no fucking clue if i am off on Friday or if i got to work it. What shit is that, tomorrow is fucking tuesday and i have no fucking clue still. I kinda wanna work, yet kinda don't. If i work, then i can get away from my family and friends for the weekend and can do some HW and take my test and basically be prepared for when school starts back. I don't want to work, cause i don't really wanna work. I mean from what i hear, it's basically going to the factory for the purpose of going for the factory, u basically don't do shit. I'm ready to move the fuck away and cut ties with a shitload of people. Slowly but surely it'll happen, i'll get away, and i'll get to be where i always wanted to be, alone