Dec 05, 2004 10:14
Current mood: sad, crushed, bored, lonely
Current music: Where is your heart-kelly clarkson
Current taste: buffalo wings and diet coke
Current hair: some really hot thrown up updo thing cuz im lazy and dont care how bad i look in the morning
Current clothes: red fleece sweatpants and some sweatshirt
Current annoyance: that im not happy
Current smell: nothing really
Current thing I ought to be doin: some wicked hot guy perhaps? or seeing my cousin or seeing someone today.
Current windows open: LJ, Buddy List
Current desktop picture: no idea and im not checking
Current favorite band: a perfect circle? Atreyu, zeppelin, idk i have too many
Current book: Men Vs Women -he said she said
Current cd in stereo: Breakaway-kelly clarkson, Best cd ever
Current crush: hahaahahahahahah well i guess u'd just have to know me to know that. I just love crushes
Current favorite celebrity: johhny depp, keira knightley-some things never change
Current hate: i only hate a couple people.
=Do I=
Smoke?: sure
Do drugs?: nope
Have sex?: sure
Have a dream that keeps coming back?: yes :(
Still love him?: uhh yes
Read the newspaper?: sometimes
Have any gay or lesbian friends?: no
Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: Yes if you both love eachother and want it to work
Consider yourself tolerant of others?: Yes too much so
Consider love a mistake?: hell no and i wish other people wouldnt have that idea cuz its wrong
Like the taste of alcohol?: ya
Have a favorite candy?: ehhh skor bars? skittles, mnms
Believe in astrology?: Yes
=Do You=
Believe in magic?: yes
Believe in god?: Yes
Have any pets: Ya a cat...my dog died :(
Go to or plan to go to college: Yes
Have any piercings?: Yes bellybutton and ears
Have any tattoos?: Nope, want one tho
Hate yourself: occasionally
Have an obsession?: Yes-keira, music, art, among other good ones
Have a secret crush?: Yes
Do they know yet?: hm
Have a best friend?: Yes i have a lot of really close friends
Wish on stars?: Sometimes
Care about looks?: eh not enough to try really hard its better to be natural and leave urself how you look in the morning...which is what i do most of the time. Sure give me some lip gloss and idk mascara occasionally but im not afraid to wear sweatpants and a band t-shirt and leave my hair a mess. If you dont like it, sucks for you :)
=Love life=
First crush: hmmm will
First kiss: chris
Single or attached?: both
Ever been in love?: once
Do you believe in love at first sight?: yes definitly
Do you believe in "the one?": Yes of course
Describe your ideal significant other: hmm they have to be strong, and able to protect me emotionally and physically, they have to be affectionate, someone who i can trust to tell everything to and not judge me, someone who isnt too emotional and cries over everything, or takes himself too seriously, someone who can make me laugh but knows when to be serious, someone who i can spend a long time with without getting bored, or a long time apart without getting annoyed, someone respectful, and passionate...that is a must. Someone tall, dark, and handsome. :) AND has a good body.
=Juicy stuff=
Have you ever played a game that required removal of clothing?: Yes haha
Have you ever been intoxicated?: not really
Favorite place to be kissed?: Lips, neck etc etc
Have you ever been caught "doing something?": hahaha yes
Are you a tease?: depends on if ur asking me or guys. i say no.
Shy to make the first move?: yea
=Word association=
Rubber: condom
Rock: rock?
Green: kermit
Wet: hahaha
Cry: me
Peanut: Butter
Hay: Horses
Cold: Ice
Steamy: shower
Fast: Car
Freak: a freak?
Rain: love
Bite: me?
fuck: Me?
Blow: you?
Religion: Jesus
--APPEARANCE:--
Hair: brown, long and straight
Eyes: Big,Brown
Height: 5'6.5
--LAST THING YOU:--
Bought: xmas presents
Ate & Drank: Diet Coke
Read: he said she said men vs women
Watched on tv: im watching the pats game before that i was watching viva la bam
--EITHER / OR:--
club or houseparty: House Party
beer or cider: beer for parties, cider for occasional things and diet cokef or everytime
drinks or shots: Drinks
cats or dogs: both...more cats tho
single or taken: a little of both i suppose
pen or pencil: Pen
gloves or mittens: Gloves...who wears mittens anymore? except those cats who lost their mittens.....haha sucks for them...i guess they're gonna have to suck it up and wear gloves like all the other normal...cats
food or candy: Food
cassette or cd: cd
coke or pepsi: Both as long as its diet
this or that: That
--WHO DO YOU WANT TO:--
kill: no one unless they deserve it
get really wasted with: any of my guy friends and some of my cool girl friends...haha ashley.
look like: KIERA
be like: see above, or cleeeeeopatra
avoid: everyone
--LAST PERSON YOU--
talked to: my brother
hugged: ryan?...no viccy
instant messaged: no idea. no one today.
kissed: uhhhh...no comment?
--WHERE DO YOU--
eat: 99/TGIF/O'tooles/wendys/dunkin donuts.AU BON PAIN
cry: My room, car, shower
wish you were: somewhere away from here, like new york, or boston
--HAVE YOU EVER...--
Dated one of your best friends? hmm i suppose
Loved somebody so much it makes you cry? Yes
Drank alcohol? Yes
Broken the law? yes haha
Run away from home? ummm for a little bit ..i always want to
Broken a bone? a toe. that doesnt count tho.
Played Truth Or Dare? Yea
Kissed someone you didn't know? ummm probably not
Been in a fight? Yes
Come close to dying? yes x 5
--WHAT IS:--
The most embarrassing CD in your collection?: britney spears...im sorry ...i dont listen to it and its old....and i hate myeslf for it
Your bedroom like?: music-y, indian princess-y, not girly, candles, lights, drum set, guitar, keira pictures everywhere, embarassing pictures of me, johnny depp poster, art stuff, drama stuff, red sox poster, big comfy bad, canopy, clothes everywhere and a princess cat
Your favorite thing for breakfast? breakfast sandwitches, pop tarts, DIET COKE
Your favorite restaurant?: tgif? anywhere with buffalo wings
--RANDOM QUESTIONS--
What's on your bedside table?: cd's a light, clothes, and probably a cup
What do you eat when you raid the cabinets late at night?: depends on what mood im in
What is your secret guaranteed weeping movie?: any war movie or intense love story
What is your biggest fear?: Being alone? having people i care about die.
What feature are you most insecure about?: how about...everything
Do you ever have to beg?: Yes
Are you a pyromaniac?: who wants to know?
Do you have too many love interests?: not many.
Do you know anyone famous?: ummmm no
Describe your bed: indian princess with lots of pillows and a cat and a canopy and its amazingly comffy
Spontaneous or plain?: Spontaneous
Do you know how to play poker?: strip poker?
What do you carry with you at all times?: Cell phone/Keys/money when i have it, and lip gloss
How do you drive?: Good and "Fearless"
What do you miss most about being little?: being naive, never worrying about anything, people kept promises, you never got hurt by little boys unless they threw something at you, and not dealing with too much emotional shit...of course i had to when i was a kid but not really bad.
Are you happy with your given name?: ehhhhhh .....idk i wish my name was like melody, or harmony
How much money would it take to get you to give up the Internet for one year?: Millions
What color is your bedroom?: purple
What was the last song you were listening to?: kelly clarkson cd, eminem cd
Have you ever been in a play?: uhhhh YES
Who is your best friend?: vic x 2 ashley and my guys GELMAAAAAAAAAAAAAN
Do you talk a lot?: Yes
Do you like yourself and believe in yourself?: sometimes
Do you think you're cute?: Sometimes
Do poor, homeless, or starving people sometimes annoy you?: thats horrible. i think they should get jobs if they are able to.
Do you consider yourself to be a nice person?: Yes
Do you spend more time with your girlfriend, boyfriend, or your friends?: awwww i would spend most of the time with a boyfriend and then friends ....i dont have a girlfriend *tear
What is the first thing you think when you see two gay guys or lesbians holding hands? nothing really. i dont stare them down and think like "what losers" its none of my buisness