Goodbye myspace.

Jun 26, 2009 00:48

This is why I fucking hate having feelings for people!

I need more anger!

I need more fuel!!

I need more of everything!!!

I need more fuel!!

I need more!!!!!!

I'M SO FUCKING MAD.

I'M SO FUCKING MAD AT EVERYTHING.

WHY DO I ALWAYS FAIL.

WTF.

IS GOD JUST PLAYING A FUCKING JOKE ON ME?

I KNEW IT WAS TOO GOOD TO BE TRUE.

I SAW THINGS WHERE THERE WAS NOTHING!!!!!

I GUESS I'M JUST A FUCKING IDIOT.

FUCK THIS.

FUCK EVERYTHING.

FUCK WORK.

FUCK MY APARTMENT.

FUCK ALL MY GAMES AND ANIME.

FUCK MY EVERYTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I SHOULDN'T EVEN FIND HOPE IN ANYTHING.

I SHOULD JUST GIVE UP.

LIKE I DO AT EVERYTHING ELSE.

I GAVE UP ON MY FAMILY.

I JUST RAN AWAY.

I GAVE UP IN SCHOOL.

I JUST ASSUMED I COULDN'T DO IT.

I GAVE UP ON MY DREAMS.

I JUST FIGURED THEY WERE TOO HARD.

I GAVE UP ON FINDING SOMEONE.

I KNEW THERE WASN'T ANYONE MEANT FOR ME OUT THERE.

I GAVE UP ON MAKING NEW FRIENDS.

IN THE END IT'S ALL JUST BETRAYAL.

I GAVE UP ON COLLECTING STUFF.

EVERYTHING WAS TOO EXPENSIVE.

I GAVE UP ON WANTING TO PLAY AN INSTRUMENT.

I FIGURED IT WAS TOO LATE TO LEARN ANYTHING.

JUST FUCK IT

FUCK IT ALL.

NOW I'M JUST GONNA WORK.

WORK AND BE BLAND.

I DON'T NEED YOU.

I DON'T NEED ANYONE.

I DON'T NEED ANYTHING.

I DON'T WANNA TALK TO ANYONE.

I JUST WANNA BE ALONE.

I JUST WANNA BE A NOBODY.

I DON'T WANNA INTERACT MORE THAN I HAVE TO.

I DON'T WANNA BOTHER.

JUST.

LEAVE.

ME.

ALONE.

LET ME BE ROLLING IN MY OWN SELF PITY.

CAUSE THAT'S WHERE I WANNA BE.

I'LL JUST WORK EVERYDAY.

PAY MY BILLS.

THEN ONE DAY JUST DIE OF NATURAL CAUSES.

THAT'S NOT BAD RIGHT?

DYING ON YOUR OWN.

JUST LIKE ITACHI.

HE DIED FROM A SICKNESS...

MAYBE THAT'LL HAPPEN TO ME.

IT HAPPENED TO HIM AT WHAT...21?

WOOOOO HOOOOOOO ONE MORE YEAR...

I'LL JUST BLAH!!!!!

ANGER ANGER ANGER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

TOO MANY EVENTS.

TOO MANY UNHAPPY ONES.

THAT OUTNUMBER THE BAD ONES.

I'M TIRED OF BEING OPTIMISTIC.

I'M TIRED OF HEARING IT'LL GET BETTER.

IT'S NOT TRUE!!!!!

IT NEVER IS!

I KNOW I'M YOUNG.

AND I KNOW I SHOULDN'T BE EXPECTING IT TO HAPPEN.

BUT FUCK!!!!!!

FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!!

STUPID HUMANS.

STUPID EVERYTHING.

FUCK YOU.

JUST FUCK EVERYTHING.

GRR SO MUCH ANGER.

MAYBE I'M OVER REACTING.

BLAH!

NO I'M NOT!

THIS IS HOW I REALLY FEEL.

THIS WAS JUST THE STRAW THAT BROKE THE CAMELS BACK!

AS OF TODAY.

I DON'T KNOW WHO MY FRIENDS ARE.

I REALLY DON'T.

I FEEL UNWANTED.

I FEEL...NOTHING.

IT'S OFFICIAL....

I'M A MACHINE NOW.

YEAH, YEAH, LAUGH.

OR WHATEVER YOU'RE DOING.

FUCK YOU, THOUGH.
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