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RAAAAGH! This has got to be one of the worst weeks of my life, and it's only wednesday. I don't know why it's so bad, but at the moment, it's similar to realizing you're going down a big hill in a car into a ravine, and brakes and steering don't work, adn you can't get out. I've missed all my morining classes so far - 2 physics and 1 calc and 1 orgo. I don't know what made me think i could miss so much class in the first place, but it did a hell of a job. I suppose because the classes aren't by any means discussion based, so it's possible to read about it in the book. except now when the homework doesn't make sense and you can't really talk to anyone about it. i ought to go into office hours, but i'm too intimidated by my profs because i don't go to class.
if i'm a hypochondriac, i'm doing well. does this happen to other people where you wake up feeling icky, and htink you might be sick so you stay in bed? also, i'm too paranoid. especially in lab.
sarah dawe wrote a 100 page thesis, for no good reason because she thought she was getting distinction when at her last exam, her advisor said this isn't good enough.
dani cried during most of her orals because the panel hated her piece, and felt attacked, and missed her point. for a performace major, they asked 1 performance question.
my sister isn't graduating because she got burned out and couldn't write anymore papers, and got too stressed. is that what's happening to me?
p.s. this is most likely one of those late night "i hate my life" rants that won't apply in the morning.
if i'm a hypochondriac, i'm doing well. does this happen to other people where you wake up feeling icky, and htink you might be sick so you stay in bed? also, i'm too paranoid. especially in lab.
sarah dawe wrote a 100 page thesis, for no good reason because she thought she was getting distinction when at her last exam, her advisor said this isn't good enough.
dani cried during most of her orals because the panel hated her piece, and felt attacked, and missed her point. for a performace major, they asked 1 performance question.
my sister isn't graduating because she got burned out and couldn't write anymore papers, and got too stressed. is that what's happening to me?
p.s. this is most likely one of those late night "i hate my life" rants that won't apply in the morning.