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I stopped posting a while ago and deleted all my old ones because what was happening in my life was too complicated for an online journal. I did some things - arguably, fun things - that messed me and my relationships with a LOT of people up. I clung to some things that were simple and easy and fun and ignored the problems they created in my life. Instead, I just postponed them all so come graduation, I was forced to deal with: physical, emotional, mental, familial, financial, educational, romantic and platonic problems... all coming to a head within a 48 time period.
I fucked a lot of people over and a lot of things up.
But thats it. I'm done. I have closure. Now I'm in repair.
It's a surprisingly refreshing feeling - you know, actually feeling again.
I fucked a lot of people over and a lot of things up.
But thats it. I'm done. I have closure. Now I'm in repair.
It's a surprisingly refreshing feeling - you know, actually feeling again.