how could you be so beautiful?
we had an extreme work out in soccer today-- it went like this:
•the two-mile
•8 120's (sprint the full field, jog back)
•5 suicides (half-field)
•drills
me and brit and syd estimated that we ran about three and a half miles just today! ay yay yay
in english today.. i was (as usual) completely bored.... SO i wrote a song..... BUT i forgot the tune already..... SO i guess its just a poem now::
you try to ask me how i can stand it
you say, just how much does it take?
to stay up late at night
drenching your pillow case
as you think about life
i wish i could answer your question
and admit that i'm really not okay
but i know that i must keep up this charade
i must keep playing out my masquerade
because although my stories are all clearly lies
theres a whole other person underneath this disguise
and if that girl could grace your eyes
you'd understand why this girl cries
so when you ask me how i do
believe me when i say
theres parts of me away from you
that could never be explained
then i wrote another one.. lets see if i can remember the tune to THIS one::
you try not to cry as your life walks away
holding the tears in your eyes
if the drops never fall
they arent there at all.. your smile is a disguise
you would think that i am used
to starting everything new
after all i've done it many times
but just because the tears dont fall
doesnt mean they were never in my eyes
isnt life easier when nobody cares
or worries about you at all?
just try not to blink, imagine what they'd all think
if they saw your tears fall
nobody understands what you're going through
but what matter? they wouldnt even care
so dont tell a soul, nobody can know
the pain that you try hard to hide
but even though you dont let the tears fall
they still were in your eyes
•the two-mile
•8 120's (sprint the full field, jog back)
•5 suicides (half-field)
•drills
me and brit and syd estimated that we ran about three and a half miles just today! ay yay yay
in english today.. i was (as usual) completely bored.... SO i wrote a song..... BUT i forgot the tune already..... SO i guess its just a poem now::
you try to ask me how i can stand it
you say, just how much does it take?
to stay up late at night
drenching your pillow case
as you think about life
i wish i could answer your question
and admit that i'm really not okay
but i know that i must keep up this charade
i must keep playing out my masquerade
because although my stories are all clearly lies
theres a whole other person underneath this disguise
and if that girl could grace your eyes
you'd understand why this girl cries
so when you ask me how i do
believe me when i say
theres parts of me away from you
that could never be explained
then i wrote another one.. lets see if i can remember the tune to THIS one::
you try not to cry as your life walks away
holding the tears in your eyes
if the drops never fall
they arent there at all.. your smile is a disguise
you would think that i am used
to starting everything new
after all i've done it many times
but just because the tears dont fall
doesnt mean they were never in my eyes
isnt life easier when nobody cares
or worries about you at all?
just try not to blink, imagine what they'd all think
if they saw your tears fall
nobody understands what you're going through
but what matter? they wouldnt even care
so dont tell a soul, nobody can know
the pain that you try hard to hide
but even though you dont let the tears fall
they still were in your eyes