time flies when you're not looking forward to something

[sneakypineapple]

so...i get my tonsils out in 3 days. let's just say that i am not thrilled. i am so scared it's not even funny. and i normally am not freaked out by things like this, but, i mean...they're operating only inches away from my VOICE. for me, losing the ability to sing would be like losing the ability to have sex (to put it bluntly). my singing ability is  part of me. it is something that defines who i am. i don't know how i'll deal with not being able to sing for a month let alone the worst case scenario of losing my singing voice FOREVER. i have confidence in my doctor and anesthesiologist for my safety, but i don't know how i'm going to deal with it. sorry that i keep writing redundant entries that all say the same thing....but i'm really really really really scared.

3 days til i go under the knife