.it seems like a good time to update.

Mar 30, 2005 19:12

well brent was right about one thing ( Read more... )

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oh_hit_the_deck March 30 2005, 16:42:45 UTC
brent is a loser. seriously. you are NOT his toy, gregory played that game with me. DON'T keep giving into him, he'll use it as something to come back to you every time. i'm sorry bout all this :) love you

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sneaky_tweaky March 30 2005, 19:12:08 UTC
but arent you bak with gregory?
this suks.
boys suk.
ugh.
thanks for everything though.
love you too.
<3

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oh_hit_the_deck March 30 2005, 19:18:00 UTC
i am now.
but i mean whenever he liked selah and kg.
he always expected me to be there and have someone to just use whenever he wanted.
and that game is so lame and low and no girl deserves that, except kg.

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sneaky_tweaky March 30 2005, 20:10:29 UTC
kg...what a kharakter.
i have to tell you what happend last night with her..or i guess jessika kould tell you.
she probably already did.
i dont know.
hmm, i dont know what im doing with brent.
i dont want to be his 'toy'..i just feel liek thats what i am to him now. i hate feeling attached.
<3

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crust_core March 30 2005, 20:55:16 UTC
you hate feeling attached? you hate fucking feeling attached?i hate feeling like every fucking move i make fucks up someone elleses life. i hate feeling like no matter what decision i make someone will end up killing themselves. i hate knowing that the only thing i can do is hurt and hurt and hurt and the more i try to not hurt someone the more i hurt someone elles and then when i try to help the person i'm hurting i just do the same thing over again but hurting the other person and god damnit i FUCKING HATE FEELING ATTACHED!

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sneaky_tweaky March 30 2005, 20:57:36 UTC
then stop hurting me.
you're doing this to your god damn self brent.
<3

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crust_core March 30 2005, 20:50:55 UTC
what the fuck ( ... )

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oh_hit_the_deck March 30 2005, 20:55:08 UTC
wow, brent, way to overreact on me.
if you were trying to do the right thing, why would you cheat on her twice? why would you do that to her? WHO DOES THAT?!?

i'm not getting into this anymore.. do the right thing, brent.

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crust_core March 30 2005, 20:58:40 UTC
there's more then just me and adlissa's feelings i'm concidering
no, its not even feelings i'm concidering anymore..it's right and wrong..
right and wrong doesnt sympathyze with anyone, it's blind and i'm trying to do this the right way so i'm ignoring who is and who and trying to do the right thing for both of them...not just adlissa...so stop trying to fucking get this because you never fucking will because all you can fucking see is brent hurting adlissa...thats all you can see and untill you can see more then just that trivial bullshit dont try to fucking get it.

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oh_hit_the_deck March 30 2005, 21:03:42 UTC
i'm not trying to get it.
i said i'm not getting INTO it.
what else is there than brent hurting adlissa? brent hurting himself?
that's what it seems like.
you brought this all upon yourself, so don't try to take the blame off your shoulders, that would be stupid.

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sneaky_tweaky March 30 2005, 20:59:12 UTC
brent you're bring this all on yourself.
you know you are.
we've talked about this.
over and over.
you're fuking up.
it's you're god damn fault.
you know what i want.
don't be a pussy and give into me if that's what you're doing.
do what you want...as if you're not.
i love you brent.
dont say you hate everyone.
dont say fuk you to me.
i love you.
i will always love you.
<3

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