PatD fic -- Dreaming to the Twilight -- Spencer/Ryan -- NC-17

[sneaky_sena]

Title: Dreaming to the Twilight
Rating: NC-17
Pairing: Spencer/Ryan
Summary: Spencer sometimes makes out with his best friend. It's not like it's a thing, and it never goes any further than kissing. Until it does.
Disclaimer: No they did not.

Comments

[causeways]

GYAH, you have hit on my number one "I recognize that in the real world this is not safe but in fic I will hit that button EVERY TIME" kink: sex without a condom! alkjskldjfkljskdjfsf. So friggin' good!

[sneaky_sena]

Princess Bananas read it, and then read it again, and then cried out, "Wait a minute? One finger? Vaseline? No condom? The hell?" Because she knows I'm into stretching and condoms and real lube.

"Um, yeah," I said. "It was stupid, not fantastic first time sex. I wrote it as stupid and not fantastic."

"I like it!" she said.

So, yeah, usually I write in condoms, etc., but I think in this case the lack thereof better fit the characters and the situation.

[causeways]

I highly approve of stupid, not fantastic first time sex. Because hi, the very first time you have sex? GENERALLY NOT FANTASTIC.

[sneaky_sena]

Fumbling, horrible, first time sex is actually my bulletproof kink. I have no idea why.

[causeways]

Yes! Yes yes yes. walkawayslowly is always like, "Ugh, I don't want to read bad sex. I don't CARE if it isn't realistic," but yo, I could read about characters really wanting to screw each other and sucking at it and STILL WANTING TO TRY IT AGAIN all day long and be exceptionally happy.

[sneaky_sena]

I think sometimes I actually prefer the bad sex. Because, yes, I like the dirty porn, but what I love most is the porn all tied up in emotions and relationships, and there is so much you can do with bad sex and the things people are too afraid/ashamed to say.

[causeways]

Oh yeah. Because sex with someone you actually like, that's terrifying! And you're all worried about what they think of you and if they actually like you as much as you like them, if they're going to be freaked out by what you want to do to them/have them do to you, so you don't TELL them if they're doin' it wrong, etc.