Just so you know, that was kind of awesome! I love it - the way Sam denies his past but his training is still embedded within his psyche, and the way he only half lies to Jess and she knows, really, because Sam wouldn't pick a dumb girl to fall in love with.
Sam smiles up at the ceiling. "My family..." he says. "My family is complicated." He doesn't think he's ever made more of an understatement in his life.
Ah that was lovely m'dear... But poor Jess, cos it's always there isn't it Sammich? Always....
He doesn't tell her what Dean's mouth tastes like or how it feels to have Dean inside him. He doesn't tell her how Dean used to hold him at night and stroke his hair and whisper tender words when he thought Sam was asleep. He doesn't tell her that every time the phone rings he hopes it's Dean, because they haven't spoken in over a year and sometimes it feels like it's killing him.
You don't need normal Sammy. You need guns and teh spooky and your brother in your bed. Sort yourself out, tsk. *g*
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Sam smiles up at the ceiling. "My family..." he says. "My family is complicated." He doesn't think he's ever made more of an understatement in his life.
Oh, Sam. And the last part? Kills me. Perfect.
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ENJOYED THANKYOU!
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He doesn't tell her what Dean's mouth tastes like or how it feels to have Dean inside him. He doesn't tell her how Dean used to hold him at night and stroke his hair and whisper tender words when he thought Sam was asleep. He doesn't tell her that every time the phone rings he hopes it's Dean, because they haven't spoken in over a year and sometimes it feels like it's killing him.
You don't need normal Sammy. You need guns and teh spooky and your brother in your bed. Sort yourself out, tsk. *g*
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*sniffle*
I really *do* like this sort of 'i'm trying to be normal but it's just not working!' fic.
:)
Knife! Bulls-eye! Can't lie with your body, Sammy.
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