Dec 19, 2005 18:38
So it's been a week since jake told me that we needed to go on a break. and it hasn't been peachy, hmmm. wonder why??? oh maybe it's because every christmas i spend alone, minus one, and every new year no matter what i sit home alone with the family...and drink myself under the table stay up late and wake up late only to do nothing...yeah, it just sounds so damn peachy, don't it? Well this year has been crazy as all fuck, let's re-cap if you will...
first month:
My bf didn't talk to me till the 29
cut hair off
went bowling...it was so great
second month:
bf and i get back and have fun and kiss...woot...oh yeah he has now cheated on me 4 times
meet Jake, thought he was cool and hot, wanted to be his friend
break up with the bf
third month:
hang out, smoke lots of bad things but have fun...get ok grades
kiss jake for the first time...AMAZING(he wouldn't remember that.)
spring break...i go no where...which sucks
play halo2 and suck lOts
Fourth month:
kiss jake lots more, like him lots more, oh and i'm track manager..it was cool
track meets
drinking
fifth month:
school is almost out, i'm excited
really really start liking jake, we hang out lots now when we can
sixth month:
FRIENDS FRIENDS FRIENDS...oh it was sweet
B-DAY PARTY for Erin and I, oh my god...could any more stoned people have shown up?? it was funny...the after after party was funny
Jake left for Cancun, my birthday happened..i got trashed
JULY!!!
jake came home and drove 2 1/2 hours to my aunts to bring me kisses and presents...i smiled so damn much...i love him
fireworks were cool, but it rained the whole time...i just want to go home
jake's parents go camping...i spend 4 days with him starting at 6 and ending round 11...they were great days ;)
friends friends friends, hang out and talk bout how much school will suck
August...
it sucked...i hate school, all i want to do is sleep
went to the state fair 3 times in one week, and it was great fun
love sundays i spend the day with jake and his family, start thinking that they like me
school is such a drag
Erin had a party..it rocked
September..
i don't remember what happened this month...
i think i played halo...or slept...or ate food lots...shit i don't know
October...
not bad, had fun
went on my first real date with jake...hahaha
stayed out late and didn't get yelled at(that was really cool)
hung out with an old friend
don't see much of my friends anymore
November...
it's getting cold out
i hate the cold
i was sick all month long
jake and i are drifting apart..i can feel it
December...
move into new house
have a party
don't really see jake much anymore...
Jake and i go on a break....
i cry myself to sleep...
and went camping in a cave it was freaking awesome
And that leads me to today.
I hate feeling alone during the holidays, it just makes me pissy
yeah
it does
well... That has been a year with kate's life...and yeah i still love jake...i still hate school...and i don't like the cold...i'm not sick anymore...i'm really really pale
<3 kate
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