There are some...
There are some nights when you are bound to get into it. Especially after already pointing out that you were both in "moods". There are some fights you will never be able to figure out. Why can't they listen? Why can't you see my side? Why on earth would you react like that?
Are males and females so different they can be married and still not know how to talk to one and other? This could be why, when I was younger and dealing with my mom, I decided that people should be together (and live together) before they get married. I feel like you should have a solid knowledge of the person you're marrying. Also, if you spend 5 years...why would you leave? 5 years is a good amount of time.
I don't dream of running out and I don't want to get into screaming matches like I used to but this is strange to me. There are some people I can talk to and say ABSOLUTELY anything without them getting upset/angry/out of control and then there are some who I can't say "Why not?" with out a hell storm. Why is it that people get so touchy? I am someone who will take on the attitude of people around me and I don't think it's fair for someone to act a certain way if I can't. Even the music I listen to plays a part in my emotions when it plays. Other times...I'm just depressed. Maybe that's where the constant headaches, always wanting to sleep and really freakin bad attitude is coming from.
Depression is such a strange topic. Some believe it's a chemical imbalance while others think it's all in your head and "if people didn't need medication to survive the old days why should you now?" Yeah. People also jumped out of buildings because of the stock market in the old days. I don't think I'm depressed...but I wonder, "what is wrong with me?" more than I think is normal.
I'm just venting. I'll say this to you live journal, just like I said it before. I don't need you to fix my problems, I just need you to listen to them. I'll either fix them myself or they will consume me. Either way, eventually I will get over it.
Are males and females so different they can be married and still not know how to talk to one and other? This could be why, when I was younger and dealing with my mom, I decided that people should be together (and live together) before they get married. I feel like you should have a solid knowledge of the person you're marrying. Also, if you spend 5 years...why would you leave? 5 years is a good amount of time.
I don't dream of running out and I don't want to get into screaming matches like I used to but this is strange to me. There are some people I can talk to and say ABSOLUTELY anything without them getting upset/angry/out of control and then there are some who I can't say "Why not?" with out a hell storm. Why is it that people get so touchy? I am someone who will take on the attitude of people around me and I don't think it's fair for someone to act a certain way if I can't. Even the music I listen to plays a part in my emotions when it plays. Other times...I'm just depressed. Maybe that's where the constant headaches, always wanting to sleep and really freakin bad attitude is coming from.
Depression is such a strange topic. Some believe it's a chemical imbalance while others think it's all in your head and "if people didn't need medication to survive the old days why should you now?" Yeah. People also jumped out of buildings because of the stock market in the old days. I don't think I'm depressed...but I wonder, "what is wrong with me?" more than I think is normal.
I'm just venting. I'll say this to you live journal, just like I said it before. I don't need you to fix my problems, I just need you to listen to them. I'll either fix them myself or they will consume me. Either way, eventually I will get over it.