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lately it feels like my life is a movie... and im definately not the director, the lead actor... hell im not even an extra.
its always about someone else, wishing i was here or there, waiting for something to happen.
why cant i ever just be happy now... its so frustrating... i just want to change everything and anything...
sometimes i just hate myself to pieces. I dont think ill ever be good enough for myself or anyone else for that matter... and so far nothing is going against these thoughts which kind of sucks.
oh... and happy singles-awarness day...
its always about someone else, wishing i was here or there, waiting for something to happen.
why cant i ever just be happy now... its so frustrating... i just want to change everything and anything...
sometimes i just hate myself to pieces. I dont think ill ever be good enough for myself or anyone else for that matter... and so far nothing is going against these thoughts which kind of sucks.
oh... and happy singles-awarness day...