heavy dancing

[sneaker_kitty]

    your memory on a day of rest
    after a night of dancing on the caribbean
    lost in the bodies
    self conscious of my lack of freedom from my body

and I remember
    I am flying
    riding on the sunset
    everything is new
    filled with your memory
    Daudet
    lorsque je vivais loin de vous
    toujours triste , toujours en larmes

as I write it has almost been a year
     I have made roads to see you again
     from you
     only silence

The heart of the woman that loves
     hopes
     abandoned
     worth a try
     I am naked

I am moving
     I am waiting for you to remember
     I am calling
     Deep is the night
     I am still calling you

our last dance
    spinning in your arms
    romance potent
    or so i thought

you
     blowing kisses as you wave goodbye

it is always a goodbye
    in my fairytale

where love is quick
   and I am lost between dreams of art
   where do i truly belong
    who will love me now?

My art has made me alive
   my art has made me lonely
   away
   alone
   yet alive.