'Tomorrow I will change and today won't mean a thing...'
So the rents have been away for a few days now. Has been great and sucked large donkey cock at the same time, though I don't think the suckage is particularly related to them being away- as it has been a nice relief. Pretty chuffed seeing I was on the verge of having out 19 years worth of crap with my mother in a huge nuclear confrontation that they would be erecting monuments to the victims of the fallout for years to come. Instead, I chose Eva Cassidy and wandering around the house in just sandals pants and a poncho, hippie-hobo clothes are sometimes the andrex-puppy of the soul. I feel I should have it together by the time they get back and be able to sit back and accept my mother is still who she was two weeks ago, just with more character background and flaws now. But she's a pretty high level so I guess we pick up the odd dark side point here and there as we go along. Just taken me all a tad back. I've mentioned to a few people how its got to me a bit, but I still haven't actually been able to lay mention as to what it actually is that she has done, simply because it disgusts me too much to reveal that my mother is so far removed from what I thought she was all those years ago when mother is the name of God on the lips and hearts of all children- sorry, a pretentious quote moment there, but you get what I mean.
Anyway, so yep- they've been away, house to self, and thoughts, which is not too good- but it certainly suits me to not have to worry about getting back at a certain hour or sorting out somewhere else to stay and letting people know where I am. Have had people over, its been great to see some that I haven’t caught in ages, just a shame that many couldn‘t make it. So yeah, played host, cleaned, loitered, checked on ailing rats, read books on ratty ailments, fell asleep on books as I have the past few nights alone and ate some rice pudding. Oh, and threw large inflatable boulders down a tunnel using a trap made out of dinner plates. That was fun.
Bought pants, lost sanity.
The end.
Yey for censoring!
Anyway, so yep- they've been away, house to self, and thoughts, which is not too good- but it certainly suits me to not have to worry about getting back at a certain hour or sorting out somewhere else to stay and letting people know where I am. Have had people over, its been great to see some that I haven’t caught in ages, just a shame that many couldn‘t make it. So yeah, played host, cleaned, loitered, checked on ailing rats, read books on ratty ailments, fell asleep on books as I have the past few nights alone and ate some rice pudding. Oh, and threw large inflatable boulders down a tunnel using a trap made out of dinner plates. That was fun.
Bought pants, lost sanity.
The end.
Yey for censoring!