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UH OH! T-R-O-U-B-L-E! I got text messaged last night, er, this morning from Kendra. Yes, the Kendra who I used to date and who I compare to Colleen Haskell (see the previous entries) who I think is the cutest thing on the planet. Her text said "Nice lips". Thats all. Well, okay, this entry wont make any sense unless I give a little background. Kendra and I "dated" off and on for about two years. I was in too much of an independent streak that I could never commit to her. One of the worst things I did was ask her if she wanted to be my girlfriend when I was leaving her house and then call her a half hour later saying I cant commit to it. That really pissed her off. And then we've had some other crazy moments where we'd get physical and just consider it friends with benefits. After a year or so of not seeing her I ran into her at Barnes and Noble. She ran up and gave me a big hug and we talked about how we keep popping up in eachother's dreams. We had a great conversation during her break and at the end when I was about to give her a card I wrote to her months and months prior to this she told me she was dating some seriously religious Christian guy who is keeping his virginity until marriage. She seemed real happy and it sucked for me because I got my hopes up when we began talking and then I was dropped just like that. We exchanged phone numbers and whenever I'd call her she'd be fucking rude as hell to me. However, still to this day she pops up in my dreams and I realize that I really want to see her and try things again. OKAY, so back to the text message. I didnt expect to EVER hear from her again after our phone conversations and definitely not a text message at 1:43am. Drunk dialing, i'm sure. SOOOO, I called her back this morning and we're getting together for a real date and to try to start fresh when I return this weekend! I'm sooo geeked! We got along so well when we were just playing around and I'm praying that we can pick up where we left off. I'd be three-timing if I hook up with her so I need to be real careful! hehe. God, I miss waking up next to her. hmmm.. Oh, and one more thing that is a big change since the last time I saw her -she was 20 when I first dated her and now she's 23 or 24! I cant wait to see how much she's grown up and I hope she still has her little mole. She's, ahhhh, adorable. :-)

I know this email was about as fluid as molassas, but i just wanted to release some excitement! Ahhh, Kendra...