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so, this week has been rough. I have a million things to do, swimming is in full swing with many practices, and all I want to do is cry and be with my mom. my grandpa has been really sick, and he went into surgery on friday for a bowel obstruction. it was supposed to take about an hour, but it ended up taking over 4 hours. He was doing so much better but then I got a call from my mom telling me that he has to go in for more surgery tomorrow. I am really worried about him, he is old, 77, and I am really scared for him and my grandma. my mom has been super stressed with this and work, and costuming. I just wish I could be home and with my family, with nothing to do but be with eachother, not worrying about school and my crazy schedule. I wish I could just stop time for a little while.