I'm going to mars. I'm fecking going to the bloody god of war! Hell Yes!
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I've screwed up my system some how and i'm not remembering any of the dreams i'm having. this is totally bumbing me out dude. I THINK i had a Knox dream but i can't remember. Shit yo. I need to start taking these fecking things when i wake up. not in the afternnoon, not in the early afternoon, when i wake up early. Take it, then sleep, or take it then go to class. It's that easy. Maybe i'll remember my dreams again. I love remembering my dreams. they make my day interesting because i reflect on them, and sometimes use them when im feeling creative. Like, the one where i had of Gary Oldman, or the KNoxville one i had the other day, and there were tanks and i had to stop him from driving into them. And at the same time had another episode of my dad. (I hate those ones by the way. Most of you don't know what's going on at home, but whenever i have a dream about family it usually means something bad/ not good. Also, my dreams do have a tendency to refelct what i will do/can do during the day/ what might happen. it's messed, but i enjoy it.) My dreams are my fun. My escape. and if i can't remember them, im bummed out. Hopefully we'll get back into the swing of things again tonight cause i got used to this everyday/night thing. oh well. one must never get used to one's surroundings, because it all has a tendency to fall apart.
fin.
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