Searching for a fic
I simply can`t remember the title. :-( It`s driving me crazy. But I think a lot of you guys will know this one...
It is a war-time fic. Harry and Snape are meeting each other once a week or something in a hidden place to exchange informations. It was Hermiones idea to send Harry, what Harry isn`t feeling too happy about. I remeber one evening Snape was checking Harry for injuries and Harry had marks on his body from anonymes sex with some strangers he picked up in bars. Harry felt that he needed it because he deserved punishment. Snape tried to talk him out of it. I also remember that Snape doesn`t get hard-ons anymore because of a potion or something. And one evening Snape was very pissed at Harry because he didn`t kill Bellatrix Lestrange, when he had the chance....
Please help!
Thanx
It is a war-time fic. Harry and Snape are meeting each other once a week or something in a hidden place to exchange informations. It was Hermiones idea to send Harry, what Harry isn`t feeling too happy about. I remeber one evening Snape was checking Harry for injuries and Harry had marks on his body from anonymes sex with some strangers he picked up in bars. Harry felt that he needed it because he deserved punishment. Snape tried to talk him out of it. I also remember that Snape doesn`t get hard-ons anymore because of a potion or something. And one evening Snape was very pissed at Harry because he didn`t kill Bellatrix Lestrange, when he had the chance....
Please help!
Thanx