Jan 31, 2007 23:23
WHAT. That is bullshit. Total bullshit. Bastard. What the fuck? Okay, so I had a date with Mike tonight, right? We called it an early night 'cause we were both feelin' a little cruddy. So I get home, and everyone's watching TV. Aaron's stretched out on the couch, so I say, "hey, budge over." Nice tone of voice, same way we always talk to eachother. He gets up, says something about how I should ask nicely, and I'm unsure on whether he's joking or not and say so. And then he says he's sick of how I always just do what I want and tell people what to do instead of asking.
WHAT THE FUCK. And the tone he said it in was really hard, too, like, you can feel that edge of anger really sharply, ya know? I don't know what that's about at all. I thought he and I were friends. If not friends, at least friendly people who live together and talk about music and nerd stuff. And then this shit out of nowhere. It's just incredibly hurtful, especially since he's someone I really respect and genuinely like.
Great, now I'm pissed off and a little bit mopey. Also? Annoying, uber-cleaning, uber-Christian housemate just got back. I can hear her from downstairs and across the building. Here she comes loudly down the hall at 11:30. God I can't stand her. It's gonna be another hour before she shuts the fuck up. And I'm getting up at 6:30 to feed the horses. FUN!