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Well, I'm single for real now. I ended it and tried to be as nice as possible about it, but he has a bad impression of me now. He thinks I'm just like everyone else and that I'm a piece of shit. And you know what? I don't give a fuck. So one guy thinks badly of me when I tried really hard to let him down easy. It sucks but thats his opinion. I've got people that LOVE who I am and treat me a lot better than him so who gives a flying fuck? I don't hate him, hell, I don't even dislike him.
But I'm not his girlfriend anymore and I don't want to be. I can do better than someone who doesn't listen to me, is a jerk to me, scares my dog, doesn't want to have sex with me because they're so insecure (That sounds harsh but sex is kinda important to me and if you don't want that to be part of your relationship with someone I'm not the girl to go out with.), and someone who has a fucking MELT DOWN when I tell them I don't think its working out anymore. He didn't try to use logic with me. He just started screaming and flipping shit. I don't need that. I don't need someone who mooches off my mom, and someone who decides that they want to just be hateful for the hell of it. I'm done with that, and I think it's made me a better person honestly. I don't regret that relationship from beginning to end and thats a good thing. I feel good and thats IMPORTANT. I can be happy without him or anyone else so fuck anyone who doesn't like me. I've got plenty of people who think I'm awesome and thats all I need. <333
Thank you everyone here on LJ that helped me with all this. The Chris saga of the anime that is my life has now ended and you were all beautiful. <3 (Gonna shout out to Sweet, Paige, Sol, Violet, and Pen. Y'all are all the shit, thanks for giving me kick ass advice and being super cool to me when I had problems. I <3 you all tons)
Well gentlemen... As you were *tips hat*
But I'm not his girlfriend anymore and I don't want to be. I can do better than someone who doesn't listen to me, is a jerk to me, scares my dog, doesn't want to have sex with me because they're so insecure (That sounds harsh but sex is kinda important to me and if you don't want that to be part of your relationship with someone I'm not the girl to go out with.), and someone who has a fucking MELT DOWN when I tell them I don't think its working out anymore. He didn't try to use logic with me. He just started screaming and flipping shit. I don't need that. I don't need someone who mooches off my mom, and someone who decides that they want to just be hateful for the hell of it. I'm done with that, and I think it's made me a better person honestly. I don't regret that relationship from beginning to end and thats a good thing. I feel good and thats IMPORTANT. I can be happy without him or anyone else so fuck anyone who doesn't like me. I've got plenty of people who think I'm awesome and thats all I need. <333
Thank you everyone here on LJ that helped me with all this. The Chris saga of the anime that is my life has now ended and you were all beautiful. <3 (Gonna shout out to Sweet, Paige, Sol, Violet, and Pen. Y'all are all the shit, thanks for giving me kick ass advice and being super cool to me when I had problems. I <3 you all tons)
Well gentlemen... As you were *tips hat*