Sunshine?
So after a day (yesterday) of insomnia, stress, anxiety, and all the things that make me feel crazy....
i finally ate alot of chinese food and passed the fuck out.
didnt last long though.
from 9 pm-4 am...but long enough to make me feel alot better.
i tried to lay in bed with my beloved mister pants and fall back to sleep, but visions of the upcoming sukeban and details that will have to wait till i get back kept invading my brain.
i finally got out of bed at six, after four or five episodes of "Rocko's Modern Life", and sent out emails to all parties involved in sukeban about my over-thought ideas.
then (upon realizing that i was out of coffee) driving to the store to replenish my supply of coffee, toothpaste, and cigarettes...i watched the sun rise. for the first time in a long time, i actually saw the sun as something nice. golden, and warm, it struck me differently today than it has in the past few years.
i've spent so much time avoiding the sun, avoiding the well-lit outside world, and i've kindof forgotten why. i like sunlight--or at least i used to.
occasionally, mornings arent dreadful.
i think my new birthday resolution will be to become less of a vampire.
unlike my usual resolutions of ACTUALLY learning how to sew and becomming financially un-retarded, i think this one is do-able.
IN OTHER NEWS:
i love / hate seeing people that i've known featured in european streetstyle blogs.
bastards.
one day i'll figure out an actual daytime look.
then we'll see who shits on the sidewalk!
Wait...what?
-DAX!
i finally ate alot of chinese food and passed the fuck out.
didnt last long though.
from 9 pm-4 am...but long enough to make me feel alot better.
i tried to lay in bed with my beloved mister pants and fall back to sleep, but visions of the upcoming sukeban and details that will have to wait till i get back kept invading my brain.
i finally got out of bed at six, after four or five episodes of "Rocko's Modern Life", and sent out emails to all parties involved in sukeban about my over-thought ideas.
then (upon realizing that i was out of coffee) driving to the store to replenish my supply of coffee, toothpaste, and cigarettes...i watched the sun rise. for the first time in a long time, i actually saw the sun as something nice. golden, and warm, it struck me differently today than it has in the past few years.
i've spent so much time avoiding the sun, avoiding the well-lit outside world, and i've kindof forgotten why. i like sunlight--or at least i used to.
occasionally, mornings arent dreadful.
i think my new birthday resolution will be to become less of a vampire.
unlike my usual resolutions of ACTUALLY learning how to sew and becomming financially un-retarded, i think this one is do-able.
IN OTHER NEWS:
i love / hate seeing people that i've known featured in european streetstyle blogs.
bastards.
one day i'll figure out an actual daytime look.
then we'll see who shits on the sidewalk!
Wait...what?
-DAX!