Goodbye 2005
There is less then seven hours left in 2005. I can't say it was great, I can't say it was bad. I had some bad moment, I had the best time in my life for a while in the summer. The year started off kinda shitty. I heard Aurora was pregnent. I was still taking to her at the point even if we had broken up months ealier. But at that point I figured it was a good time to end anytype of relationship with her. And I must admitt that was the right thing to do for me. She has really screwed up her life and god only knows where she is now.
Things were pretty uneventful until April. You see when Aurora broke up with me, I was a very bitter person. I did not want to have anything go do with women. Kevin at the baseball games would point out certain girls, and I would look, but it meant nothing. But I meet the one beer vendors daughter and I kinda liked her. She worked at the ballpark and would come up on her brakes. But she was only 17 and going into her senior year in high school at that point in 2004. So I did think much of it. When this baseball season started we got to know each other more and started flirting with each other. The one game Jess was not working but came to Kerri also came too. After about ten minutes of Jess sitting with us Kerri leans over and says "I think Jess likes you" but I said "no" even thought I knew she did. And then me and Jess started calling each other and all that stuff. I felt a heck of a lot better when Tim (Jess' dad) came up the one day and asked "can you keep the phone calls to my daughter under and hour" in his joking kinda way. I had no idea how he was going to react that a guy six hears older was dating his daughter. I had a blast when me and Jess were dating. We went to Scranton for a baseball game for my birthday. And it broke my heart when she broke up with me. But I still am friends with her. And her family still treat me great. I went to Cleveland with them in September and still hang out with them. They have became like family to me. Heck I am heading over in a few hours to spend time with them. The only thing that hurts is Jess has a new boyfriend. She still talks to me and treats me well, but I do wish it worked out between us. And I still have a small little hope that someday we will get back together. Some times her parents complain about her because she can be moody, and she is not like the boys. But she is a great girl, and I would do anything for her and I truely still love her.
And that is about it for 2005. The Sabres are playing great, and I hope that contuines in 2006. You never know what is going to happen. If you would have told me at the start of 2005 I was going to fall in love with Jess and have her family treat me so well I would have thought you were nuts. So it's on to 2006 and hopefully some good times.
Things were pretty uneventful until April. You see when Aurora broke up with me, I was a very bitter person. I did not want to have anything go do with women. Kevin at the baseball games would point out certain girls, and I would look, but it meant nothing. But I meet the one beer vendors daughter and I kinda liked her. She worked at the ballpark and would come up on her brakes. But she was only 17 and going into her senior year in high school at that point in 2004. So I did think much of it. When this baseball season started we got to know each other more and started flirting with each other. The one game Jess was not working but came to Kerri also came too. After about ten minutes of Jess sitting with us Kerri leans over and says "I think Jess likes you" but I said "no" even thought I knew she did. And then me and Jess started calling each other and all that stuff. I felt a heck of a lot better when Tim (Jess' dad) came up the one day and asked "can you keep the phone calls to my daughter under and hour" in his joking kinda way. I had no idea how he was going to react that a guy six hears older was dating his daughter. I had a blast when me and Jess were dating. We went to Scranton for a baseball game for my birthday. And it broke my heart when she broke up with me. But I still am friends with her. And her family still treat me great. I went to Cleveland with them in September and still hang out with them. They have became like family to me. Heck I am heading over in a few hours to spend time with them. The only thing that hurts is Jess has a new boyfriend. She still talks to me and treats me well, but I do wish it worked out between us. And I still have a small little hope that someday we will get back together. Some times her parents complain about her because she can be moody, and she is not like the boys. But she is a great girl, and I would do anything for her and I truely still love her.
And that is about it for 2005. The Sabres are playing great, and I hope that contuines in 2006. You never know what is going to happen. If you would have told me at the start of 2005 I was going to fall in love with Jess and have her family treat me so well I would have thought you were nuts. So it's on to 2006 and hopefully some good times.