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[snapthosefeet]

so i didn't get as good of a grade as i expected in for my science test. i'm tired of doing less-than-expected on my tests this year, but i guess that means i have to change my habits. i'm so tired of wallowing in self-pity, of bitching and moaning about how i'm "not smart", because dammit, i AM smart. my study habits are just off, and i KNOW that if i stop going on the internet every-single-freaking day and staring at a slow tumblr/twitter newsfeed that i WILL get a good grade. it's within my capabilities to get solid A's on every test, and i just need to keep telling myself that. my behavior doesn't match my goals, so i need to change that.

hopefully i'll do something about this for once, instead of just making empty promises to myself.