i want to mean it
Darling grab a hand - we promise not to let you stand alone
So stand close to me; don't sail away baby
Let them see your heart; let them see just how beautiful you are
I want to feel giddy and excited and special and loved and warm. It's very cold outside and my heart could use some warming up. (I'm feeling exceptionally corny today). I bought a very sexy black dress to wear to the christmas party next month. I have a crush on this boy but I never get the courage to talk to him which is totally lame. But he'll be there, and I am always an embarrassment (to myself) when I drink so ... I don't know. Is it awkward when your friends try to set you up with someone? I don't feel like that works very well and I cannot name any couple in my immediate or distant circle of friends that was 'set up'. Well anyway... I have no new years plans and no new years kiss in my line of sight. This is very sad and I can't help but miss the past two new years which were both exciting and both monumental in my memories. I just want to find someone who isn't willing to give me up, because I don't know if I can handle that crushing feeling for a second time around.