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all in all...
break kind of sucked. i mean other than mexico, it was just uneventful and stupid. there were only a few days where i had a good time.. but other than that.. nothing.
i hung out with annie and robert... alone .. like 2 times . okay yah i love them both to death but together i am the odd one out, the third wheel, etc... fun. and to be honest being around a couple doesnt help me much in my issues with that.
sorry if im being one of those people who just bitch and complain about everything, but too bad.
things just didnt work out the way i wished they would. im just dissapointed, and mad at myself for being a stupid wimp.
my mom bitched at me today for a while about getting a job. fuck. its not my fault that im not getting a job.. yes, i could be trying harder, but its so hard to get a job in a stupid college town. im getting really poor, and its frustrating me that i cant really do anything about it but try really hard to get a job.
to make it worse, SCHOOL is tommorow. i still have homework that i didnt do. great
break kind of sucked. i mean other than mexico, it was just uneventful and stupid. there were only a few days where i had a good time.. but other than that.. nothing.
i hung out with annie and robert... alone .. like 2 times . okay yah i love them both to death but together i am the odd one out, the third wheel, etc... fun. and to be honest being around a couple doesnt help me much in my issues with that.
sorry if im being one of those people who just bitch and complain about everything, but too bad.
things just didnt work out the way i wished they would. im just dissapointed, and mad at myself for being a stupid wimp.
my mom bitched at me today for a while about getting a job. fuck. its not my fault that im not getting a job.. yes, i could be trying harder, but its so hard to get a job in a stupid college town. im getting really poor, and its frustrating me that i cant really do anything about it but try really hard to get a job.
to make it worse, SCHOOL is tommorow. i still have homework that i didnt do. great