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Feb 26, 2010 02:42

Life. What is life?

Life is boring.

I'm working, sleeping, and pretty much just sitting around doing nothing productive in my spare time.

I took three lessons at CB, two on an adorable, gorgeous palomino mare named Lacey and one on Slick the pogo stick QH. That's been on hold due to me being sick, working with a conflicting schedule than the trainer (who has breast cancer and is undergoing chemo), and me having to start repaying student loans.

Speaking of student loans- I will now be broke at the end of every month until they get consolidated. Almost $400 per month. Ouch.

Instead of being on three days of 7a-3 and then two 11p-7s, I've now gotten my 7ams switched to 3-11s. Which means I miss most of the Olympics. At least I got to see the US vs. Canada men's hockey game live, and will get to see the gold medal game this weekend.

I think I want to go back to school, but I don't know for what. I miss the MSC breeding barn and I miss having the horses be SUCH a factor in my life but at the same time I'm wondering if I can make it work. I really really want to. I need to get my butt back in gear and get out there and DO something.

I also need to get myself into shape. Aside from a month when I was a six 6 in high school (after my face was rearranged and I couldn't eat for two weeks), I've never been small. I've never been overweight though- I've got a large frame and my muscles were under some extra flub. Well, it's getting there. The pants I wore for my internship were a size 12 and I needed a belt so they didn't sink down two or three inches. Now, my work pants are getting a bit tight. Oh yeah... they're the same pants as from my internship.

I've been feeling very bored and restless lately. I need to get moving and do something different and exciting. What? No idea. Just... something.

But yes LJ-Land, I am still around. Just quieter ;)
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